REDDISH

Usia Belasan Terakhir

2011-09-14T23:44:00.000+07:00

Gatau mau nulis apa tapi pgn nulis. Intinya sih hari ini alhamdulillah sekali lagi Allah ngasih satu hari lebih lama buat gue hidup di dunia ini. Hari ini ga ada bedanya sih cuma ya kebetulan aja bertepatan sm hari kelahiran gue yg alhamdulillah udah 19 tahun dilewatin.

Ga nyangka bisa mencapai umur 19 thn sgitu cepatnya. Umur terakhir di usia belasan cooooy. Taun depan udah kepala dua. Gile idup tuh makin deket kiamat emg terasa cepet, kata2 org2 sih bgitu sotoy aje emg mereka. Ah ngeri emg kalo udah mulai ngomongin idup, tambah usia tambah berat tanggung jawab dan makin ga jelas masa depan gue gimana. Ya Allah...............

Intinya bersyukur bgt deh atas 19 taun keblkg. Alhamdulillah makasih ya Allah puji syukur atas seluruh nikmat-Mu. Smg semua doa orang2 ke gue tercapai. Amiiiiiiin
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Heartbreak Warfare

2011-07-13T11:43:00.001+07:00

I never been into boyf-girlf relationship but I’ve heard enough of them. Though, I ever been into heartbreak, not that hurts because it’s just a crush, not true definition of loving someone blah blah blah. BUT, I’ve been in this super-unstoppable-painfully-crying-my-eyes-out-whole-night-heartbreak. I need hugs, ice cream, someone to talk to, to help me went through this heartbreak. Yes, when you know that you can’t reach your dreams after all this time, this restless fight is pointless, that’s a real heartbreak. YOU HAVE TO FEEL IT, IT HURTS SO BAD! Thanks God, I’m better now. Just put a fake smile, pretend that I’m moved on and everything’s gonna be all right.

Self and Fish

2011-07-13T11:35:00.000+07:00

No one knows you better than yourself. Don’t cry or whine out of your problem to anyone else, either they don’t care or just curious. Trust me. Even it’s your best friend, closest friends or your family. Life is tough, hard and surprising. No one knows what will come up to your life in the next years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes or even seconds. Everyone has their own problem don’t bother them with your problem too. It’s too selfish I think. I rarely tell my problem to anyone, back then in highschool life I probably never tell my problem to my friends, I’d rather write, you can go check my laptop and I have a lot of unfinished writings about anything, any possible thing that could across my mind. Why I rather keep it to myself? Because as I told you earlier, it’s too selfish to bother someone else with your problem. People change. I do change. Now, I love to talk to anyone about anything, but still not blabbering all out, you know. It’s not what I don’t feel, it’s what I don’t show to you guys. I don’t have any idea what I wrote, it’s pointless I guess. So I gotta go, bye.

Mari Cukupkan Saja Perjalanan Ini

2011-07-03T09:35:00.000+07:00

Delapan belas taun gue hidup, delapan belas taun seinget gue ga pernah ganti cita-cita. Dokter, selalu dokter. Gatau ya, mungkin pernah kesebut hal lain selain dokter, tapi seinget gue ga pernah. Ya perjuangan untuk jadi dokter pastinya harus diawali masuk Fakultas Kedokteran kan... nah awalnya pun gue ga bisa yaaa udah deh. Bisa sih masuk FK universitas swasta tapi gue gamau, gue gabisa ngubah pemikiran itu. Bokap nyokap gapapa malah gue masuk FK swasta tapi gamau aja. Gengsi kali ya faktor utamanya dan banyak faktor lain tentunya

Nah udah deh, kemaren kan ikut SNMPTN tuh, tes yang ke 10 gue dan jeng jeng... ga diterima juga. Coba flashback, pertama ikut PBS UGM, UM Undip 1, UTUL UGM, SIMAK UI, UM Unsoed. FKUGM Int'l, UMB, SNMPTN 2010, SNMPTN 2011, baru 9 apa ya, lupa satu lagi... OHIYA SMUP Unpad! Iyalah gue lupa orang itu itungannya gue diterima hahahaha. Nah agak maruk sih ya banyak bgt itu tesnya. Gue ga nyerah untuk tes tapi ga dibarengi dengan keseriusan belajar yang smakin meningkat ya jadi gini. Emg bener kata orang, ga ada salahnya mencoba, tapi lo kalo nyoba terus tapi ga ada usahanya sama aja nol besar ga sih.

Selama setengah taun ke belakang ngejalanin tes2 itu gue, seinget gue ngerasa sedih dan down banget cuma 2x yaitu pas pengumuman Undip dan ini terakhir, pengumuman SNMPTN. gila banget itu downnya pas Undip gue inget banget nangis sendiri di kamar. itu kalo ga salah pengumuman hari Jumat abis BTA, inget banget gue karena waktu itu si Danes diterima FK dan sabtunya diselametin di kelas BTA gitu dia. Nah ini nih pamungkas banget nangisnya pas pengumuman SNMPTN kemarin. Semaleman ga tidur, nangisnya on-off, untung ada temen2 gue yang selalu mendampingi, kalo ga gue nangisnya bisa nonstop mata gue ilang hahahaha.

Si Isal nemenin ngobrol macem2 ngalor ngidul, Monic juga tapi dia lebih ngedengerin doang. Ada Karin, Ayes, Cacha yang bikin ketawaaaaaaa terus. Makasi banyak buat mereka, gatau lagi harus bales apa kalo udah kaya gini2….

Sebenernya gue nangis bukan meratapi nasib gue yang ga diterima ini. Tapi lebih ke perasaan bersalah mengecewakan orang2 yang udah ngedukung, nyemangatin, ngedoain, ngarepin dan segala macemnya. Ya bolehlah mereka bilang gapapa Fi, tapi pasti adalah terbersit perasaan kecewa kan dalam hati mereka, yakin wasaikin gue. Nah yang gitu2 yang bikin gue nangis terus sepanjang minggu ini dari rabu kemarin, nyokap nelfon nangis, yangti nelfon nangis, pakde Pi nelfon nangis lagi hahahaha. Gila gila itu ga enak banget mata gue rasanya udah kisut ga ada air matanya tapi masih aja ngalir, udah kaya air zam2 tau ga lo, ga ada abis2nya haha sumpah ga lebay tapi itu gue nangis terus gila banget..

Dan di titik gue udah bisa berhenti nangis, akhirnya gue sadar ngapain juga nangis mulu ga ada gunanya, gue mau tangisin sampe 23809573406 liter air mata pun ga akan merubah keadaan dan yaudah sih ya bodo amat ngecewain orang. Turning point banget, udah deh Alhamdulillah ga nangis lagi.

Rasanya gue udah sampe tujuan perjalanan gue ini, bukan tujuan terakhir emang, gue ngerasa gue udah berhasil diantarkam ke titik dimana “udah Fi stop lo gak akan sampe ke tempat yang lo pengen, kalo lo terusin ya lo hanya akan muter2 di jalan yang sama, lo harus belok ke jalan lain”. Kalo ga ky gitu gue akan terus nyoba tapi pointless, ga ada hasilnya. Ya mari cukupkan saja perjalanan di jalur D ini, dokter maksudnya hahaha. Harus pindah ke jalur sebelah, jalur E, Ekonomi.

Menulis

2011-05-30T11:13:00.001+07:00

Kehilangan kemampuan menulis, sungguh itu yang benar2 terjadi sekarang. Dulu jaman SMP, dengan Kurikulum Berbasis Kompetensi yang baru gencar2nya ada, gue bener2 dituntut untuk bisa nulis. Ya bisa dibilang kemampuan menulis gue ga buruk kok. Pertama kali inget banget pak Ucok, guru Bahasa Indonesia gue pas kelas 7 muji puisi gue, dan dikasih nilai 85. Nilai 85 itu bisa dibilang nilai yg tinggi soalnya biasanya pak Ucok ngsi nilai ke yg lain 70an. Dan gue pernah bikin cerpen pas kelas 8, gurunya pak Armat, gue inget banget dia bilang ini cerita gue bagus. Sombong yee, bodo amaaaat hahaha

See, I had something on my writings.

Since highschool, sucks. No more writings, never have assignment like to make such a real writings, I mean like sastra thingy. Probably my teacher ever got me to make writings but I end up just use Ctrl+C then Ctrl+V, if you know what I mean... and having this blog is like maintaining my writings skills.

Jarang bgt skrg nulis pake bahasa Indonesia, bukannya ga cinta bahasa sendiri ato apa ya tapi sejak gue msk kelas bahasa Inggris di kuliah gue ngerasa harus dituntut untuk bisa berbahasa Inggris yang baik. Gatau gmn nasibnya ntr skripsi kalo bahasa Inggris gue ancur.

Speaking of college life, I ever told you that I enjoy too much being here, in Economic Development Studies Major Universitas Padjadjaran. I won't survive in economics major, which is not I wanted, without big family of ESP, Ekonomi Studi Pembangunan. Anyone ever says that you have to do something you never done to get something you never had. Now I have to make this decision to be brave leave my comfort zone to pursue my dream, you-know-what-it-is.

Doakan ya mau SNMPTN lagi nih taun ini, masih sama pilihannya tapi bedanya taun ini pilihannya UGM dan UNPAD. Mencoba lebih realistis dengan dua pilihan itu. Semoga diterima ya Allah amin 0:)
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Reminiscing ESPOSE 2011, moment to remember

2011-05-08T13:59:00.001+07:00

I'll remember the time when Teh AW recruit me as her staff...
I'll remember the first meeting divission at pelataran rkm...
I'll remember the first time we went to Djarum to give proposal sponsorship...
I'll remember the shock when I was told to call Olivia Ong's management which is in Singapore...
I'll remember the second time we went to Djarum, further discussion of this event...
I'll remember went to Jakarta with Deny Karin Ayesh Vimo Jagap Joni to send proposal sponsorhip to Pertamina and Nestle...
I'll remember rapat akbar sampe malem...
I'll remember selling over 400ish presale ticket with my incredible humas team...
I'll remember dimarahin Teh Risa gara2 ketawa pas rapat...
I'll remember checking and arranged 2500 tickets one by one...
I'll remember being Liasion Officer of Fruit n Salads..
I'll remember helping body and bag-checking at entrance...
I'll remember watching the show from the very front row...
I'll remember singing out loud with the crowd...
I'll remember Barry's glance at me...
I'll remember the moment when take picture and got autograph from Barry on my crew shirt...
I'll remember the feeling when the show's over and everyone feels glad...
I'll remember the expression, the look and the face of everyone who feels proud and satisfied with this event...
I'll remember when I checked Twitter and ESPOSE got lot of compliment, congratulation and salutation...
I'll try to remember every single thing what I've been thru as ESPOSE 2011 crew...

It was great pleasure and an honor being part of you guys. I love you ESPOSE 2011. Thks to all crews, all ESPers for the support, especially ESPektasi, vESPa, e!10 yg blm pny nama angkatan haha. This is something guys!!! Good job. Optimistically, see you next year :)
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ESPOSE 2011 'Jazz Up The Ethnic Philosophy'

2011-04-22T13:54:00.001+07:00

HIMA ESP UNPAD proudly presents

ESPOSE 2011
'Jazz Up The Ethnic Philosophy'
Saturday, May 7th, 2011
@ Sasana Budaya Ganesha, Bandung

Glen Fredly
Andien
Barry Likumahuwa Project
Endah N Rhesa
Saung Angklung Udjo
Fruit N Salads
Jemima
Kinetik
Ramez
EDGE

Ticket only 60.000 IDR.

Follow us on Twitter @espose2011!
Further info for ticket purchasing, contact me via afifahsekararum@yahoo.com
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Siti nurbaya ooh siti nurbaya..

2011-03-09T19:23:00.000+07:00

Deny: "fi, lo pernah pacaran ga?"
Gue: "Engga, gue ga boleh pacaran sm nyokap bokap gue"
Sandy: "kenapa ga iseng aja gitu ngelawan?"
Deny: "Iya blg sm nyokap lo, 'ini bukan jaman malin kundang lagi'"
Afi: "hah malin kundang? Siti nurbaya bodooooooooh"

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Enjoying Bandung

2011-03-05T20:16:00.000+07:00

My dad misses me so much he just called. I've been not coming home for about a month, most of my friends come home this weekend, I decided not to. I don't know know, I just feel have not miss my home yet. Besides, I have this event I have to attend. I'm just being responsible as the comittee.

I'm not that typical daughter who's easily misses my family. My parents, especially my mom, travel a lot for business that makes me getting used to living without my parents. in fact I enjoy too much here in Bandung. My dad once asked me where I want to live, I answered anywhere but Jakarta. I don't really like Jakarta, I probably doubtedly never did. You know, mostly because of the traffic madness and the weather.

I never thought I would live here in Bandung, especially as a student. Well, you know I always wanted to be in Jogja, study in FKUGM, I still wanted them though haha. So accidently, living here, in Bandung, is such a beyond imagination, turned out to be the most enjoyable city I've ever lived, because I live without family I think, besides all of that I love Bandung I could spent the rest of my life here. I was too hiperbolic for the last one hahahaha. I'm not going back home until next month so all I can do is enjoying Bandung.

I'm too much enjoying this city, I finally got this fckin flu I sneeze all the time *sneezing* God bless me. LOL. Bear with my bad english, guys hahaha. Ok see ya, bye
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Point Break

2011-02-22T21:47:00.000+07:00

There's a point when you are so busy with your activities and you can't take a rest even to take a deep long breath. The only thing that can stop you is getting sick. That's what I've been through. Kinda sucks but in the other hand I'm grateful. I got a chance to take a rest, stay in my room all day, just lying in my bed. Thanks to my friends for taking care of me :)
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College friends know who you are,

2011-01-24T21:29:00.003+07:00

...High School Friends Know Why

Enough said

2011-01-05T15:28:00.000+07:00

Dependency

2010-12-24T09:21:00.002+07:00

I am being attach too much on you all guys and I sure forget how to be independent. See, this weekend is christmas holiday and my friends are going home so I end up spending this weekend alone. Since I live in Bandung, being away from your family, it's hard to live, I mean doing activities like have 3 times a day meal, doing laundry and stuff, with no company. I'm so dependent to my friends.

Anyway that's okay I kinda do have to learn to be independent again. Happy holiday everyoneeeee. Merry christmas for those who celebrate it, may you all surrounded by joy and grace with your loved ones.
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1 minute 56 scnd mom's day greeting call

2010-12-22T07:48:00.001+07:00

Pretty much like this

A: halo assalamualaikum? mamaaaa kok ga bisa ditlfn daritadiiii? Lg diluar kota?
M: ah bisa ah. Mama lagi di Bogor sayang. Kenapa?
A: ya mau ngucapin selamat hari ibu
M: iya kan udah dibales bbmnya. Makasi ya sayang
A: engga masuk di aku bbmnya, pending ya ma?
M: wah gatau tuh ya. Kamu udah jadi beli tiket finalnya?
A: udah dong kmrn bru ditransfer.
M: Ini kamu belom mandi deh pasti
A: hehehehehe. Kuliahnya baru setengah 3 ma
M: ya tetep aja harus mandi pagi biar tertib, kalo mandinya ga sekarang ya namanya bukan mandi pagi
A: iya ma nantiiiii
M: jgn lupa belajar loh
A: iya kan minggu ini review praktikum pasti belajaaaar
(Padahal reviewnya udah selese semua)
M: belajar yg rajin jgn pas2an nilainya biar S2nya gampang dapet beasiswa
A: aaaaaa iyaaa maaaaa
M: belajar serius loh. nnti abis tgl 29 kamu balik k bdg lg tgl brp?
A: gatau aku mau taunbaruan di bandung sepertinya
M: loh? Kan ada bude fik ke jakarta kasian ga ada temennya
A: iya tapi aku tgl 3 UAS lg. Yaudah pulang tgl 1 sore aja gmn?
M: yaudah nnti kabar2i lagi aja ya.
A: yaudah deh ya sekali lg selamat hari ibu ya ma. I love you
M: oke makasi sayang love you too.
A: semlekum
M: wa'alaikumsalam

Aaaaa it's good to hear ur voice first thing in the morning mom. Eventho I have to call you gazillion times maybe, finally I can call youuuu. See you 29 Desember ya maaaa. I love you wholeheartedly
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Happy Mom's Day to every single living mother on the whole universe

2010-12-21T23:17:00.001+07:00

It's been awhile. Life's been good. I get to know lotsa people more and more. I enjoy every single second here in ESP UNPAD. This week is final week of my very first semester as college student. Last meeting of courses, reviews of lab class and else. I've gratefully done all reviews... THKS GOD!!! To be frank, I don't care the results at all.

Since I got all done this week by today, I got this chance to come home again but I miss it. I could have spent mom's day with my very own mom, at least I meet her eventho not full day. I know it's just another day but I realize I never did somethin special to my mom at that day. So I kinda want to give her somethin special, I always have plans to do this and that but it never happens. Hopefully next year...

Mom, you probably never gonna read this but that doesn't matter bcs I know you know I love you too much, three much, four much. Mom, sorry I never be the person you wanted me to be, I'm trying mom, I'm just not getting there, yet. I don't what to write anymore

I just wanna say happy mother's day to every mom in galaxy milkyway I want to make a rhyme but I failed anyway

I probably way too early but in the other side of world is twenty second already right? Selamat hari ibu untuk semua ibu seluruh dunia!
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Memories

2010-12-12T03:18:00.000+07:00

People are busy capturing their favourite moment with camera, I'm busy capturing my favourite moment only with my photographical memory. I don't get the idea of spending moment with a lot of capturing picture, I mean I have experienced it back then in high school while I got this event and I'm busy capturing picture of myself and my friends and I end up didnt get the essence of the event.

The essence, I mean, is the story of it, the memories of it. I realize photos and pictures are good way to keep your memories but the memories that lies in your heart is the other thing, the most important one. Now if I got this moment I won't keep myself busy capturing picture I will be busy capturing the memories that will lies in my mind, in my heart forever.

I'm just saying, no reason why I wrote this. Anyway here I am in villa of GONG 2010. Alhamdulillah it's over. I'm glad, I'm satisfied eventhough there's still a lot of mistakes and misscommunication here and there... Good job e!10. Well done!!! I love you, sure I'm gonna miss these moment we spent in this past couple months. See you in next proker angkatan, PPJ!!!
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Homesickness

2010-12-08T23:21:00.000+07:00

I had this sickness over and over again. This is probably the third time I got this headache plus stomachache plus every possible ache that body could have in this freakin cold weather of Bandung. My mom said "ini cuma sakit kesepian" hahahaha and she is right. I got this expiration date of missing my home, if I reach over 3 weeks without coming home I'll get sick hahahaha. Weird huh? So GONG 2010 coming up in 3 days and hopefully I'll be fully fit and healthy on the D-day. Okay, bye bye
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mobile-blogging

2010-11-22T09:20:00.001+07:00

Since I finally use Blackberry, which is I totally refuse to use it back then, I'll try to do mobile-blogging. It's cool I guess haha. So you'll hopefully get some short updates or story oftenly. Ok, now this is kinda my first mobile-blogging so enjoy :))
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You Know Who You Are

2010-11-22T09:07:00.000+07:00

People say "everything happens for a reason". I know now why. I wouldn't be with you all now if I got accepted in meds school. At some point, I'm grateful for this. Being with you all such a bless, such a good thing that never come across my mind. I know we're friends for only couple weeks or months probably but I'm really looking forward to make this friendship last. I know nothing lasts forever, since you all are special I'll make an exception. We will last forever. Don't ask why I write this, bcs I can't answer either. I know it's cheesy, lame, unyu, whatever. Really, I'm grateful for whom I with. Thanks guys.

Capek Hati

2010-11-16T13:05:00.003+07:00

pernah gak sih ngerasa tiba2 males ngapa2in, ga ada gairah hidup, capek, bosen? Itu yang sekarang gue rasain, dan gue gatau cara apa biar gue semangat idup lg. capek ya membohongi diri sendiri, capek banget malah. capek hati. ya Allahhhhhhhhh :'(

Home

2010-11-05T23:28:00.005+07:00

Yes, home sweet home, finally... after rrrrr 3 weeks? My last visit is not counted, I was sick and it's only for few hours. So, it's 7 weeks probably. Being home is such rrrrr undescribable feeling. Really. And after this home-coming I probably am not gonna come home till December or January.

So, how's my life in Bandung? Pls, don't ask, hey but you just asked, okay stupid monologue. My life's been hectic, tiring, exciting and amazing at the same time. This econ major turns out to be so much fun, bcs it's awhole new thing for me as a science student in high school. The best part is the new friends. I won't survive without them. Really. I love you, e!10

I just finished my very bery first mid-term exam, 9 hours ago to be precise. My mom asked 'how was it?" and I replied only with "Yaaaaa begitulah...". I can only hope for best result. In case for the worst, bad bad very bad score. I'm not gonna regret any of my exam's score, it's only the beginning anyway, still have enough time to fix it, study harder and harder. If failed, then try again. It's not the end of the worrrrrrrrrrrrrld. Just enjoy, find the new rhythm of this college life and be focus. I'm gonna updates as much as possible. Enough for now. Byeeeeeeeeee

4:02

2010-10-06T03:01:00.002+07:00

It's 3.32 in the earliest human morning on earth. I suddenly woke up. I still am sleeeeeeeeepy but I can't fall asleep again and, of course, that's sucks!

All of sudden, my hands and its fingers lead me to this page, writing this post. My fingers told my brain not to think about what they gonna do. I do not think this post is my brain's work but of course it is!

See, this is what's gonna be if you do somethin without your brain in fully control. My writing's pointless. WTF.

I need blogging more, I guess. SO catch you later! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

RINDU HATI INI

2010-09-05T07:07:00.005+07:00

geli banget ga sih judulnya.......................... -,-

eh tapi beneran gue lagi rindu2nya, lagi kangen2nya, kalo ditanya apa yang gue rasakan sekarang, gue akan teriak KANGEN!!! dengan lantang.

kangen siapa sih, Fi, sampe segitunya? kangen sama temen2 SMAAAAAAAAA!

Gilak bgt gue ga pernah sekangen ini nih, kangennya tuh sampe galau2 gimana gitu rasanya

Lebih kangen daripada sm nyokap gue, gila bayangin segitu tuh kangennya. Iyalah sama temen SMA dulu hampir 24/7 ketemu #lebay, kalo nyokap sibuk terus kerja pergi sana sini ya udah biasalah ditinggal2 ga ketemu nah ini yang biasanya ketemu dari senin-jumat pagi-sore trs skrg udah ga ktmu hampir 2 bulan gimana ga kangennnnnn.

Someday

2010-08-03T18:17:00.002+07:00

this is my friend's. she took it on her vacation around europe this summer. she's a lucky bastard. I envy her so bad. I definitely am going to spend my money on this, yes goin to france and visit Eiffel tower. Someday...

Action Sampler

2010-06-23T06:40:00.001+07:00

Buy me these, anyone?

2010-06-23T06:29:00.002+07:00

Love Equals Football

2010-06-11T21:38:00.004+07:00

I love football!

I'm soooooooo excited with this World Cup 2010! Lil' dissapointed with the Opening Ceremony, the stadium wasn't so crowded the seats' not full, I didnt feel the euphoria like I had experienced in 2006 I dont know why. So, here we come here we go I'm gonna trying to watch aaaaall the matches after June 17th, haha not gonna happen that's too much

Self-encouragement

2010-06-11T06:27:00.002+07:00

Yiah gaya bgt ya bahasanya. Engga gue cm mau memotivasi diri sendiri aja deh, gatau lagi dengan jalan apa gue bisa menghimpun asa yg telah berserah beeeeeeeeeh gaya. Gue skrg udah sadar kalo kekecewaan dateng saat lo terlalu banyak berharap, berekspektasi tinggi. Gue jadi inget tulisan di Buken FDV, Ekspektasi Nol, ya gue akan berekspektasi nol. Ga bukan ga optimis, ya pkoknya gitulah. Haha ga jelas bgt

Somehow gue merasa apa yg ada di kepala gue kl ga gue tulisin, ato gue omongin ke orang jadi bkin gue nangis, makan ati, menyayat hati, apapun deh namanya, akhirnya gue seminggu ini being sooooooooo overly emotional, sensitive, I cried easily, for God's sake! Dont you believe that I cried all the time during I saw Karate Kid! Yes that one was so encouraging, about the fight and struggle which is sooooo me now.

Gue ngerasa dari awal gue mau msk kedokteran gue udah salah niat, makanya Allah ga ngasih2 juga sampai detik ini. Gue semata2 hanya pgn cita2 gue tercapai, memenuhi ambisi dari kecil, menjawab rasa penasaran gue sm ilmu kedokteran, gue salah. Gue ga seharusnya self-centered. Dan diperparah lagi gue menutup beberapa peluang krn gue berharap gue sekolah di luar jakarta dan yeah that tough one! Dunia ga cuma selebar jakarta yg menurut gue emg ga lebar haha, hidup ga cuma Jakarta, saingan lo dari seluruh jagat raya.

Gue udah deh pasrah aja skrg, kl jodoh ya dapet kl ga dapet yaudah 3 taun ke depan gue msh berkesempatan kan. Gue cuma berharap kl gue di ekonomi unpad bisa lebih membahagiakan hidup nyokap bokap gue and so be it. Tp kl ada yg bisa lebih membahagiakan lagi, ya kedokteran mksdnya, semoga Allah ngasih deh. Ga deh gue cuma pgn gue berguna bagi orgtua, agama, nusa bangsa dan negara!

Lagian ekonomi juga bagus hey, gue harus bisa memperbaiki carut marut perekonomian Indonesia! Dan yah abis SNMPTN gue harus belajar Ekonomi bgt2an ni kynya, gila aja apa gue buta bgt ekonomi, Ekonomi ga pernah ada di otak gue 2 taun ke belakang secara gue anak IPA dan msk UNPAD jg yg dites cm kemampuan dasar ga pake kemampuan ips, ah lebay sih gue ada sih Ekonomi di otak gue, ya bis kelas ekonomi, guru ekonomi, ehm, dan ekonomi yg suka ngetem itu, iya gue tau itu mentro mini mksdnya, anjrit gue udah makin ga jelas

Yaudah deh doakan yg terbaik aja ya semua! Gue ga tau lagi dengan jalan apa gue bisa masuk FK selain doa dari orgtua dan dari lo2 semua! So, guys see you after SNMPTN I think.

Aaaaand I'm welcoming the euphoria of WORLD CUP 2010!!!

I don't give up, just a delay!

2010-06-09T22:32:00.005+07:00

I miss you red-dish! Sorry I've been leaving you for a rrr... while. Blame toinfinity-andbeyond and his coolness haha. Okay, what did I do? I just gave my blogs a sexual identity! --,

Ok, since my tumblr's dashboard is full of Glee season finale spoilers I can't, actually I don't want to see it. So this is my getaway, the pefect one. red-dish, after all, you are always be my number one in my heart! haha

You know what I've been through right? Yes yes yes I'm still on my fight to enter this fucking meds school! And after all these tests, yes I had 8 tests, I still dont get this future school! Thanks God, I got accepted in UNPAD, but not meds school unfortunately! I overused exclamation mark! --> I just did it again.

So I decided to take this economic studies in UNPAD but no, don't think that, I don't give up on my very first goal, my ultimate goal of my life, become a doctor, I just delay it maybe.

I fortunately still have this last shot to enter meds school this year, SNMPTN! So, fight is still on and I won't leave my battlefield yet! Keep praying for me, will ya?

Today I was sooooo happy. Today is announcement day of PMBP ITB Terpusat. Today I heard a lot of great news. I'm so happy finally my friends richly deserve what they got! So proud of them, really.

On the other side I had this regret I didnt take PMBP Terpusat, but now I feel it was a good decision. I just didn't wanna waste more money to pay for the enrollment, I didn't wanna take a test that I took it halfheartedly. So once again these congratulation and salutation go to you all guys!

God, I just realize how broke my english is! I'd better improve them bcs I just decide to take this economic studies with english as the introductory language.

2010-06-03T00:41:00.003+07:00

I got my Year Book today. I am happy, satisfied and relieved but on the other side I'm sad, teribbly very sad. No, not sad, it's not the appropriate word. Hm... I don't know I feel so overly... overly... ah I couldn't find the word. So this is the book,

It was good, real good *hey it's a brand!* I couldn't find the right word to describe what's inside this book. To me personally, this book has a lot of story. Every picture there has each story behind it. This is like portable time machine, I suddenly flashing back to my past and re-experience all the things I did during high school years! Really. I'm gonna miss high school, miss them so bad it hurts. No, I'm not gonna get anything like these again in my whole entire life. I'm sure not gonna experience anything more awesome than these, because I won't experience it with exact same people, same time, same place!

So, it was an incredible moments with you all guys! I love you wholeheartedly!!! See you soon, buddies :)) <3

Nothing

2010-04-29T14:43:00.003+07:00

Just nothing. I don't know what to write. It's exactly gonna be a bunch of crap, words without meaning, without point. My life no longer fun, at least now, today. I desperately live my life without no destination. Hell, what was that? I wrote that exactly? See, this is me now, first day of period, nothing's going wrong and I said that I desperately live my life without no destination? What a bunch of crap I wrote!!!

Okay I need to do something valuable. Not like this. Stop do these things Fi! Your life is fine. Just fine. It's just another bad day. Just take a long deep breath. Inale. Exhale. Hufffff............

Jalan

2010-04-07T18:44:00.002+07:00

Hidup adalah perjalanan

Melangkahkan kaki menyusuri jalan

Jalan yang penuh rintangan

Tujuan hidup kita sama

Namun mungkin saja

kita mengambil jalan yang berbeda

Bahkan

jika memang ditakdirkan

berada di satu jalan

pasti kita akan bertemu belokan

atau persimpangan

Disana kita memilih

ke kanan atau kiri

Kemana hati

akan membawa kaki ini

Tak ada yang tahu

Dengan apa

atau siapa

akan bertemu

Selamat jalan

dan sampai jumpa kawan

Sampai bertemu di tempat tujuan

Buat Kamu

2010-04-01T19:49:00.002+07:00

“Fi, gimana, Fi?”

“Gimana apanya?”

“Itu yang kemarin gue cerita sama lo.”

“Oh, yaudah gampang, nanti istirahat gue kenalin.”

“Demi apa?”

“Iya, beneran. Mau ga dikenalin?”

“Iya iya iya…”

“Yaudah.”

“Parah, lo emang sahabat gue paling oke sedunia!”

Dika pergi meninggalkanku sambil senyum-senyum sendiri. Dika selalu begitu. Dia selalu gampang tertarik dengan seorang perempuan. Yang kali ini, dia bertemu di angkot saat dia pulang kemarin. Tak disangka tak dinyana ternyata yang dia lihat itu temanku, Intan. Aneh, padahal Intan juga satu sekolah denganku dan Dika, tapi mengapa Dika baru lihat si Intan kemarin. Ckckck.

***

Pagi ini berlalu seperti biasa, tapi tidak biasa dalam tiga bulan terakhir ini. Biasanya tiap pagi begitu sampai sekolah aku sudah disambut hangat oleh Dika, biasanya dia meminjam PRku dan menyonteknya atau bahkan hanya mengobrol biasa, tapi tidak untuk tiga bulan terakhir ini. Semenjak Dika berkenalan dengan Intan, Dika mulai dekat dengan Intan. Aku ikut senang dengan kedekatan mereka. Dika bercerita tentang Intan, begitu juga Intan bercerita tentang Dika. Untuk yang pertama kalinya aku menjadi mak comblang, tidak beberapa lama setelah perkenalan itu mereka berdua jadian. Ya, bisa ditebak itu mengapa Dika sekarang cuek denganku. Kami hanya bertegur sapa seperlunya. Dika masih suka mengobrol denganku, ya, tapi aku merasa kami sudah tidak sedekat dulu. Tidak, aku tidak cemburu. Aku hanya merasa kehilangan seorang teman. Itu saja.

Dika adalah temanku sejak SMP. Aku sangat senang berteman dengannya. Kami memiliki kesukaan yang sama, yaitu Liverpool. Ya, klub sepakbola itu. Pertemanan kami dimulai saat Dika tidak sengaja melihatku membaca buku biografi Steven Gerrard, pemain kesukaanku. Dia membahas tentang Gerrard dan Liverpool, lalu kami berkenalan. Kami mulai dekat semenjak aku tahu rumah Dika searah denganku, semenjak itu tiap sore aku pulang dengan Dika. Bahkan ketika Dika ada latihan futsal aku kadang menunggunya lalu kami pulang bersama. Kadang kami tidak langsung pulang, kami makan dulu di warung tenda dekat pasar rumah kami. Makanan favorit kami adalah mie aceh. Ya itu sedikit cerita tentang persahabatanku dengan Dika.

“Fi, kemarin gue makan sama Intan di warung mie aceh Pak Alisyah loh”

“Wah, selamat ya. Kapan ya terakhir kita makan disana?”

“Hm… udah lama juga ya.”

“Banget. Nanti sore yuk”

“Yah, maaf, Fi, nanti sore ga bisa. Gue mau nemenin Intan ke Aksara”

“Oh…”

“Fi…” Dika merangkulku, aku menghindar. “Lo ga cemburu sama Intan kan?”

“Ngapain juga gue cemburu, gue malah seneng kali ngeliat kalian berdua, Dik.”

“Iya bener juga lo. Gue cuma ngerasa akhir-akhir ini lo ga seceria dulu”

“Ya iyalah ga seceria dulu, gue udah ga ada temen ngomongin Liverpool, ga ada temen pulang bareng, ga ada temen makan di warung mie aceh Pak Alisyah…”

***

“Sti, apa kabar Dika?”

“Baik-baik aja kayaknya, Fi. Emang kenapa?”

“Gapapa, cuma pengen tau aja”

“Bukannya rumah kalian deketan ya? Harusnya lo lebih tau kabar dia dong. Hehe”

“Iya nih, dia akhir-akhir ini jarang main sama gue”

“Ntar deh gue bilangin ke dia kalo lo kangen…”

“Ih, ngapain juga kangen.”

“Hahaha duluan ya, Fi.”

“Daaaa ati-ati ya…”

***

Jam di kamarku menunjukkan pukul 19.52. Aku duduk di meja belajarku, menatap fotoku dengan teman sekelasku, XI IPA 6. Di foto itu aku berada di sebelah Dika, dia merangkulku dengan hangat. Foto itu diambil tahun lalu, saat sekolah kami mengadakan class meeting. Tiba-tiba handphoneku bergetar. Drrrrrt…. 1 New Message from DikaJ. Aku baca SMS itu. “Fi, makan yuk di warung Pak Alisyah. Bls” Aku segera membalas. “Tumben, yaudah sekalian gue juga belum makan malem nih. Jemput ya.” Aku segera berganti pakaian dan mengambil jaketku. Setelah rapi aku kembali mengecek handphoneku, ada balasan dari Dika. “Ok…”

Aku pamit kepada ibuku. Dika sudah menungguku di depan dengan motor bebek milik abangnya.

“Nih, helmnya..” kata Dika sambil memberikan helm kepadaku.

“Ok, lo kenapa tiba2 ngajak gue makan, Dho?”

“Gapapa pengen aja makan sama lo. Udah lama juga kan? Lo ga kangen apa sama gue? Wakakak”

“Ih…”

Motor pun langsung melaju.

Setelah sampai di warung tenda favorit kami, aku langsung memesan mie goreng basah untukku dan mie rebus untuk Dika. Kami duduk berhadapan. Kami hanya terdiam. Aku tidak tahu harus memulai pembicaraan dengan topik apa, sudah lama semenjak Dika jadian dengan Intan.

“Apa kabar lo sama Intan? Baik-baik aja kan?

“Iya baik-baik aja. Rabu kemarin kita 4 bulanan”

“Wah ga terasa banget ya, Dik. Kayanya baru kemarin gue ngenalin dia ke elo.”

“Iya cepet banget waktu berlalu, bentar lagi kita mau lulus juga nih”

“Kalo inget kita udah mau lulus gue langsung sakit perut. Deg-degan banget. Takut ga lulus dan ga keterima di universitas mana gitu”

“Yah jangan pesimislah, belajar makanya… Mau jadi dokter kan? FKUNPAD?”

“Iya Amin ya Allah, semoga keterima. Lo masih mau FITB ITB kan? Oseanografi?”

“Iya, kok lo inget sih?”

“Lo kan pernah menjanjikan gue bakal diving di Raja Ampat.”

“Oya, kok gue bisa lupa sih”

“Huuu, dasar lupa sama janji ke temen sendiri!” kataku sambil mendorong bahunya

Tak lama kemudian pesanan kami datang. Kami mulai menyantapnya. Kami tenggelam dalam obrolan kami tentang masa depan. Tentang rencana setelah lulus SMA. Rinduku padanya terbayar. Aku sangat merindukan momen-momen seperti ini. Momen-momen dimana aku lupa dengan keadaan sekitar, hanya ada aku, Dika dan obrolan kami yang lama-lama tambah ngawur. Setelah makanan habis Dika membayar makanan kami, tapi aku menolak. “Udah deh, Fi, itung-itung pajak jadian gue sama Intan. Hehe…” Ah, Dika memang pintar cari-cari alasan. Dika mengantarku pulang, sebelum masuk rumah aku mengucapkan terimakasih. Malam ini aku akan tidur dengan nyenyak sepertinya.

Esoknya di sekolah aku bertemu dengan Dika, dia bersikap dingin. Kami berpapasan tapi dia tidak menyapaku. Heran. Aku bertanya-tanya sepanjang hari mengapa Dika bersikap seperti itu. Pasti ada sesuatu yang terjadi dengan Dika. Malamnya aku memberanikan diri untuk mengirim SMS.

“Dho, lo gapapa kan? Hari ini gue liat lo murung bgt. Kl ada apa2 cerita ya…”

Dika langsung membalas seperti biasa dan kami berSMS ria

“Gapapa, Fi. Cuma lagi berantem sm Intan, biasalah anak muda hahaha”

“Oh, yaudah baik2 lo. Jangan berantem lama2”

“Iya bawel, makasih ya lo perhatian banget sm gue. Jadi malu hahaha”

“Ih, ge-er bgt! Yaudah ah sana belajar, emg lo ga ada PR?”

“Ga ada tuch, asik kan… Lo kali yang banyak PR”

“Iya banget, kok lo tau sih. Yaudah ya bye”

“Bye :-) G’night. Sleep tight”

***

Seminggu kemudian aku melihat Intan dan Dika bertengkar di kantin. Aku tidak mendengar apa yang mereka perdebatkan, aku hanya melihat dari jauh. Malamnya aku kembali mengirim SMS kepadanya.

“Dho, td gue liat lo berantem sm Intan. Knp? Gue tlfn lo ya”

“Iya, Fi, tlfn gue aja. Gue bth cerita bgt”

Aku langsung menyambar telepon di samping tempat tidurku. Aku langsung menghubungi Dika.

“Halo…”

“Fiona?”

“Iya, Dik. Kenapa lo?”

“…”

“Dik? Lo masih disitu kan?”

“Iya..”

“Kenapa? Katanya mau cerita”

“Sebenernya gue udah mau cerita lama tentang ini”

“Kenapa sih berantemnya sama Intan?”

“Sepele sih, Fi. Lo inget waktu gue ngajak lo makan mie aceh?”

“He-eh. Terus kenapa?”

“Iya waktu itu gue ga bilang sama Intan kalo gue pergi sama lo”

“Terus?”

“Ya dia cemburu mungkin…”

“Hahahaha kok bisa sih? Gak mungkin juga gue bakal ngerebut lo dari dia.”

“Iya gue udah bilang sama dia berkali-kali, kita cuma temen”

“Terus dia gimana?”

“Awalnya dia gapapa, terus yang lo SMS gue minggu lalu. Dia baca SMSnya terus makin cemburu gitu mungkin…”

“Terus kalian gimana? Ga putus kan?”

“Ya gitu, Fi. Udah ga tahan gue sama dia”

“Loh loh loh? Jadi putus nih?

“He-eh. Udah ga bisa diperjuangkan lagi, Fi.”

“Bahasa lo, diperjuangkan… Hahaha. Yaudah jangan sedih masih banyak ikan di laut”

“Iya, Fi. Dia posesif banget. Awal-awal gue masih ngerasa kalo dia perhatian banget. Tapi lama-lama perhatiannya dia kelewatan. Dia gak suka kalo gue deket sama cewek, termasuk sama lo. Misalnya gue cerita tentang lo gitu dia pasti langsung ngambek”

“Oh, ya ampun, yaudah Dik sabar ya…”

“Fi…”

“Ya?”

“Maaf ya…”

“Maaf kenapa?”

“Gue nyuekin lo akhir-akhir ini”

“Oh iya gapapa Dik. Gue ngerti kok. Maaf juga ya waktu itu gue tiba-tiba marah sama lo”

“Iya Fi, gue ngerti perasaan lo”

“Sok tau lo. Huuu”

“Serius, soalnya gue ngerasain hal yang sama”

“…”

“Apaan emangnya?”

“Lo sebenernya kehilangan gue banget kan waktu itu. Lo kan sayang banget sama gue, Fi!

“Ih amit-amit deh mending gue sayang sama kucing gue daripada sayang sama lo”

Seandainya Dika benar-benar mengetahui yang aku rasakan sekarang. Seandainya aku cukup berani mengatakan yang sebenarnya. Kami seperti biasa tenggelam dalam obrolan kami sampai lupa waktu. Malam itu ditutup dengan sayup-sayup lagu Buat Kamu dari Syaharani di radio.

Tak perlu dekat jika hari bisa rasakan hadirnya

Tak perlu terungkap sebab hidup rahasia

Bagiku cukup ‘tuk menikmati yang ada dan terjadi

Semoga mengerti

***

Dalam rangka tugas cerpen pelajaran Bahasa Indonesia dan terinspirasi dari lagu Buat Kamu - Syaharani... Dangdut banget ga sih ceritanya hahaha

Belief

2010-03-20T21:39:00.005+07:00

About 34 hours from now, I'm going to have my National Exam. I supposed to be in my room right now, but here I am, writing this post in front of computer. No special things I'm going to write, just my random thoughts as usual.

I dont care what people think, say, and talk about me. I just dont give a damn. I believe what I believe. Well, I'm not that idealistic but yeah I have my own belief. My father once said that, religion is not just about praying to your God and do your God's command. It's also about sticking up with its value, what your religion told you to, and apply it in your life. My father was right. Your ibadah is only your bussiness with your God. What you do, how you act, what you say, is your bussiness with other people.

No, I'm not a good person, I'm still far from it but I'm trying to be one. I do cheat but no not for this one. It's just not me.

Do your best and let God do the rest :) Bismillah...

Dear, Failure! Please Don't Be My Middle Name!

2010-03-08T20:21:00.005+07:00

I lost my ability in writing. I've been just writing three post this year. It's kinda hectic moment of my life. It's overwhelming. I really am stressful. In this moment I just wanna take a break. I want to have a getaway. And I found that my blog is the perfect getaway. Writing is one of my favourite thing to do when I feel so mess up. I ever wrote my blog while crying or even with fully-smile-face. and I dont care about what I wrote because I know people won't read it haha.

My ultimate goal this year: become med school student, not just FKUGM. As long as it's med school and I'm being accepted there I will definitely take it. No, I'm not pesimistic with my very first goal, but I'm just being realistic. About fifteen thousand people are wanting to become med school student this year and just about 300++ luckiest of all gonna be accepted. That's a huge number guys! It's 1 : 50!!! And I failed in my very first enroll test. PBS. And I'm going to have UTUL UGM, UM I UNDIP, SIMAK UI... Bismillah, I hope the failure won't come to me again and it won't be my middle name this year.

Why medical school? Why doctor?I don't know, it's my dream job since I was in kindergarten. I never found anything more interesting than become doctor. No, don't say because my mom is a doctor. Yes she is a doctor, but not the one who works in hospital. She is working in Ministry of Health and she's travelling alot. She's far away from what a real doctor look like. But I want to be like her, but just the travelling parts. Hahaha. Now, she is in Bangkok and later in July she will be in Washington. Oh I'm so envy her. Okay, back to the main topic.

And this school is going to help me to support my goal: having my own hospital for the needy and poor people, free of charge!!! I have to own it someday. Really. Like, my very own thing.

God, please help me get through this moment of my life. I really am work as hard as I can.
Just You who can help me, ya Allah...

Leonardo DiCaprio

2010-03-08T19:51:00.001+07:00

Siapa sih yang ga kenal sama aktor satu ini? Kalo lo ga kenal, ter-la-lu. Kenapa gue tiba2 mau ngomongin dia? Karena kemaren baru aja nntn Shutter Island, filmnya dia setelah film paling terakhir Body of Lies dan Revolutionary Road keluar pada tahun 2008. I kinda miss him. And after 2 years waiting I finally watched him again.

Dari film-film Leo yg udah gue liat: The Basketball Diaries, Titanic, The Beach, Catch Me If You Can, The Aviator, The Departed, Blood Diamond, Body of Lies, Revolutionary Road dan terakhir Shutter Island, kemampuan akting Leo makin oke aja.

Pertama kali liat dia di Titanic, waktu itu gue masih SD, gue cuma liat dia dari tampang doang, ya maklumlah masih anak-anak. Seiring dengan berjalannya waktu, pas SMP kelas 2 kl ga salah gue nntn Catch Me If You Can, disitu pertama kali gue jatuh cinta sama Leonardo DiCaprio. Di film ini Leo jadi buronannya Tom Hanks, karena dia pinter bgt malsu2in cek, terus dia ganti2 profesi, mulai co-pilot sampai jadi dokter, semua itu dia lakukan tanpa pengalaman bener2 cuma dari baca dan nonton. Di film ini Leo bener2 bisa akting, dia heart-robber bgt disini haha. Itu kenapa gue jatuh cinta sama dia di film ini.

Terus gue nntn The Departed, suka bgt gue sm film ini walaupun harus nonton 2 kali dulu untuk ngerti gimana ceritanya, bagus bgt hey! Ga heran menang Oscar Best Picture tahun itu. Terus gue mulai nyari DVD film2nya. Gue nemu Aviator, gue ga begitu suka dia disini gatau kenapa. Terus gue nntn Blood Diamond, gue suka ceritanya, akting si Leo makin meyakinkan disini. Terus nntn Body of Lies, filmnya too political, gue ga begitu suka, Leo makin mateng aja aktingnya. Dan semakin kesini gue makin penasaran sama sepak terjang dia di dunia perfilman, tahun ini akhirnya dia muncul lagi di layar lebar.

Shutter Island adalah film thriller pertama yg gue tonton sendirian di bioskop ahahaha. Gue sebelumnya ga pernah berani nntn begini2an sendirian, tp demi kerinduan sama abang Leo gue bela2in nonton sendirian, ujan2, capek abis atletik, tapi perngorbanan itu benar2 terbayar. Gue paling suka akting Leo disini dari seluruh film dia yang udah gue tonton. Gue pengen nntn lagi! Asli ini filmnya ga bosen, padahal gue adalah orang yang gampang bosen, nntn Avatar aja gue tidur haha. Kl gue ga lagi musim2 belajar gue bakal nntn lagi, tapi apa daya, gue udah berjanji kalo Shutter Island adalah film terakhir gue sebelum ujian2 perguruan tinggi selesai.Gue ga sabar nunggun Inception!!! Sampai bertemu di Inception ya mas Leo hahahaha

Hidup itu ga adil...

2010-03-04T20:54:00.004+07:00

Kata siapa? Siapa yang bilang hidup ga adil?
Semua orang bilang hal itu gila!
Yah kl buat gue itu udah cukup adil karena semua merasa hidup itu ga adil

I MISS BLOGGING; PRAY FOR ME!!!

2010-01-07T22:28:00.004+07:00

Halooooooooooo!

GUE ADALAH MERUPAKAN SANGAT KANGEN NGEBLOG!!! *kalimat ga efektif sedunia*

Apa kabar kalian? Semoga baik

Kabar gue? Alhamdulillah masih dikasih umur sama Allah, masih bisa nafas sampai sekarang. Masih berjuang untuk meraih mimpi dan cita-cita haha bahasanya...

Ya sekarang gue kelas XII, seperti anda semua ketahui *padahal ga semua tau juga sih ya*, dan disibukkan dengan belajar dan belajar buat persiapan UN dan tes masuk PTN ternama di Indonesia. Sebagai putra putri bangsa Indonesia yang memiliki cita-cita setinggi langit dan yang mulia *Amin* gue pengen, mau, harus, wajib, insya Allah *tolong diaminin: Amiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin!* jadi dokter. Ya dan gue memilih Universitas Gadjah Mada sebagai pilihan perguruan tinggi untuk melanjutkan studi untuk meraih cita-cita yang tersebut diatas.

Ya jadi di post ini saya memohon doa dan restu bapak-bapak ibu-ibu adek kakak om tante pakde bude semuanya!!!

Segenap bangsa Indonesia bahkan orang di seluruh pelosok dunia tolong doakan saya, Afifah Sekar Arum, bisa keterima dan jadi mahasiswi di FKUGM 2010 melalui jalur PSB, UTUL atau bahkan SNMPTN gak masalah asal bisa lolos dari serbua 15000 orang yang juga pengen masuk sana.

Let's do your math! 15000an yang minat masuk FKUGM, sementara hanya 400an yang keterima, jadi gue harus bersaing dengan 350an orang. May force be with me!

Ya Allah hanya kepada-Mu akan berserah diri dan meminta pertolongan
Ya Allah saya bukan meminta apa yang saya inginkan tapi apa yang saya benar-benar butuhkan dan yang terbaik buat saya
Ya Allah kabulkanlah doaku,orangtuaku, teman-temanku, saudara-saudaraku.
Amin

"...because that’s what living is,"

2009-10-14T22:58:00.001+07:00

“When you get old, in life, things get taken from you. I mean, that’s a part of life. But, you only learn that when you start losing stuff. You find out life’s this game of inches, so is football. Because in either game, life or football, the margin for error is so small. I mean, one half a step too late or too early and you don’t quite make it. One half second too slow, too fast and you don’t quite catch it. The inches we need are everywhere around us… And I know if I’m going to have any life anymore it’s because I’m still willing to fight and die for that inch, because that’s what living is, the six inches in front of your face.” — Al Pacino, Any Given Sunday

You can..

2009-10-14T21:52:00.002+07:00

erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another story.

-Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)

The heart is...

2009-10-14T20:51:00.000+07:00

the only broken instrument that works

Explain Much

2009-08-13T21:33:00.001+07:00

If you cant get someone off your mind maybe they are probably supposed to be there

28 CUP 2009: Keep The Amazing Beauty of Our Ocean!

2009-07-28T21:46:00.004+07:00

SMAN 28 JAKARTA PROUDLY PRESENTS:
28 CUP 2009
"KEEP THE AMAZING BEAUTY OF OUR OCEAN"
AUGUST 3th - 7th 2009
@ GOR SOEMANTRI BRODJONEGORO

MINI SOCCER ; BASKETBALL ; WALL CLIMBING ; CHESS ; BRIDGE ; MODERN DANCE ; SAMAN ; VOCAL GROUP ; PBB

Closing Performances:
EFEK RUMAH KACA
THE BLENGGOES
SUARA MONO
COMING SOON
THE KATRINAS
& many more performances!!

HTM
Daily:
8000 IDR
Closing:
15000 IDR

SEE YOU THERE GUYS!

Bittersweet

2009-07-28T21:11:00.004+07:00

I spent good time this afternoon. I was having a-silly-and-not-important conversation with my boy friends. My girls is so busy, they practiced for their play this Saturday, come and see them at GKJ and oh ya the rest are gone to Turkey. They're having folklore festival there. So this afternoon I ended up having the chit-chat with the boys.

I have twin friends. They are Tio and Sabun, the last one's real name is Dio, but yes we call him Sabun, soap in English, dont ask me why. They both are soooo silly. I knew Sabun first then Tio. At first I though Tio is more cool then his brother. But I never right about them. They just annoying you know!!!

Hey why am I talking them??? Ok stop talking about them. What's been on me lately? I'm busy with my school. Not the lessons. It's more about the extracuricullar things, the student council and my adventure club. July-September been my busiest months every year. And yeah I'm on them now. Wish me luck I'm doing good on those coming up things.

I put Bittersweet as the title because right now I'm listening to Bittersweet Poetry by Kanye West gt. John Mayer, no particular reason, really.

And on one month plus two weeks I will be 17. If I could pick one thing I would get on my birthday it would be tickets to watch F1 Race in Singapore. It's just wish, my mom never gonna make it true. Instead of wanting some things to get, I just hope having good celebration with my big family on Lebaran's day. Because yeah September 14th just one week before Lebaran. So dont forget!!!

It's nice to have time to write here again, xoxo
Afoi

Buat Kamu

2009-07-22T21:18:00.004+07:00

Bintang bintang tak bicara
Walaupun seribu nada
Kau nyanyikan malam ini

Kau tau cinta bukan tabir kata
Tak perlu engkau tunggu selamanya
Kau impikan malam ini

Tak perlu dekat jika hati bisa rasakan hadirnya
Tak perlu terungkap sebab hidup rahasia
Bagiku cukup tuk menikmati yang ada dan terjadi
Semoga mengerti....

Buat Kamu - Syaharani

This song is lyrically, musically good. Parah gue suka banget sm lagu ini. Tiap malem ga absen gue dengerin (lebay), lagu pengantar tidur. Karena lagunya yang mendayu dayu jadi merilekskan tubuh setelah seharian berkutat dengan masalah masalah yang ga henti hentinya dateng, haha ini ngomongnya jadi ngelantur.

Ya, sekarang lagu ini bisa dikatakan gue banget! Setuju banget gue sm lagu ini. Ga semua hal perlu terungkap, karena hidup itu rahasia...................

you are the one I've been thinking of lately

2009-07-21T20:43:00.004+07:00

Asal lo tau gue udah berkali kali pencet Backspace buat nulis post ini. Gue bener2 gatau mau nulis apa, sekarang gue cuma mau melepas kerinduan gue sama blog gue. Kasian dia ga ada yang mratiin haha.

Ada sesuatu hal baru yang gue pikirkan sejak Kamis minggu lalu. Ya, semenjak nonton Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince, gue selalu memikirkan hal ini. Shit!!! Gue sebel bgt kalo gue dalam keadaan kaya gini. Asli. Sebel bgt.

Oke ini post paling ga penting sepanjang karir blogging gue apa deh ini bahasanya. Yaudah deh ah sekarang lagi ujan nih, asik bgt ga sih malem2 ujan deres ada gledek2 gitu trs gue sambil dengerin lagu John Mayer. Gila aura ngantuknya makin kuat aja deh ini. Yaudah deh ah nanti gue cerita cerita lagi

xoxo,
Afoi

Ignorance is a Bliss

2009-07-11T19:52:00.002+07:00

And again
I better close my ears
than listening people talking about things

Silence is Gold.

2009-07-11T19:31:00.007+07:00

Really.
I better shut my mouth
than
talking something unnecessary.

Perjalanan dari Ujung ke Ujung Jakarta bagian II

2009-07-04T07:24:00.007+07:00

sorry gue ga segera menceritakan perjalanan selanjutnya. jadi setelah ikut training HealthMapper sehari terus ketagihan gitu deh hahaha yaudah daripada tanggung akhirnya gue ikut sampai selesai, sampai hari Kamis.

Sekarang gue males cerita gue ngepost foto2 aja deh ya, ada dari kamera gue, kamera ka Nando dan kamera Prima.

none of these below are mine. it's prima's or ka nando's. so enjoy!

Andaru and Ramos

latihan sebelum ke tengah laut

ka Nando took it

He is ka Ijank. Prima took it

These below are underwater view from Ka Nando's camera.

Cukup sampai disini ya teman-teman. Gue lagi pilek, idung gue mampet dan udah lecet2. Gue butuh istirahat karena gue ada acara lagi sama URaL. Doakan gue cepet sembuh. Kalo mau liat lagi lebih banyak foto liat di Facebooknya Prima ato Ka Nando.

Bye,
Afoi

Perjalanan dari Ujung ke Ujung Jakarta bagian I

2009-06-29T09:08:00.003+07:00

Yah hari ini gue bangun pagi, layaknya mau pergi ke sekolah. Mau ngapain, Fi? Gue mau pergi ikut seminar sm nyokap gue. Healthmapper namanya. She said it's for future's sake. Gile ya emg gue pasti bakal jadi msk FK. Udah suruh ikut pemetaan kesehatan bgitu. Mama gatau kan kalau aku lagi goyah nih FKnya.

Ya sekarang masih jam 8 pagi dan gue udah wangi dan rapi duduk di depan komputer ruangan Nyokap gue, ngetik. Mana belum pada dateng lagi staff2nya, asli nyokap gue tuh rajin bgt deh kalo masalah kerjaan. She's such workaholic.

Ya sebelum gue ikut seminar nih, gue mau cerita tentang perjalanan gue ke Pulau Pramuka dan snorkeling di Pulau Semak Daun. Jangan tanya sama gue kenapa 2 pulau itu dinamain Pramuka dan Semak Daun krn bukan gue yg namain haha

Jadi Jum'at kemaren disaat temen2 sekolah gue lagi pada deg2an nungguin hasil rapot gue malah sibuk packing. Ya gue bukan orang yg well-prepared, semua spontan. Gue cuma packing 10 menit kali.

Terus jam 9 lewat brgkt dari rumah ke Buper Ragunan buat ngumpul. Sampai sana jam 10 lewat, gue kira pada ngaret eh ternyata emg janjiannya jadi dimajuin jam 9 haha. So sorry.

Setelah nungguin beberapa orang yang dateng akhirnya kita semua berangkat sekitar jam setengah 11an ke Muara Angke buat nyebrang ke P. Pramuka naik kapal. Sampai sana jam 12an kurang lah. Nyari2 2 mobil yg lain ga ketemu akhirnya nungguin Pak Dila, supir Prima, solat Jum'at.

Setelah solat Jum'at kita melanjutkan pencarian, berasa gimana gitu ya hahahaha. Dan selidik punya selidik kita salah tujuan, kita bukan ke Muara Angke, kita malah ke tempat industrinya gitu. Yang gue heran selama cari2an itu semua tempat yg ada di Muara Angke dan tempat gue nyasar itu memiliki beberapa tempat yang sama, mereka yg di Muara Angke bilang itu d SPBU, sementara di tempat gue nyasar itu juga ada. At last akhirnya kita menyadari ktia salah pelabuhan wakakakak. So ridiculous.

Harusnya kapal berangkat jam 1, tapi krn kita nyasari baru sampai sana sekitar 13.20 gitu. Maaf ya pak nahkoda kapal haha. Ok di kapal itu situasinya duduknya lesehan gitu trs gue memutuskan untuk duduk di bawah. Perjalanan untuk sampai kesana makan waktu kurang lebih 3 jam. Dan hell yeah itu lamaaaaa bgt. Satu2nya cara adalah tidur, tapi krn terombang ambing dan gue mulai pusing gue meutuskan untuk pindah posisi ke belakang yg banyak anginya dan gue tertidur di atas tumpukan sendal2 orang yang bau amis pasar ikan haha

Akhirnya nyampe juga. Gue lupa itu jam berapa, mgkin jam setengah 5an. Solat Asar dan Dzuhur trs istirahat. Menikmati pemandangan pantai di depan rumah yg kita sewa.

Malemnya abis solat magrib ada materi dari ka Nando, dia alumni yang kita ajak buat nemein kita snorkel. Setelah materi makan malem bersama di gazebo itu fotonya di atas. makanannya kita bawa dari rumah soalnya udah keburu capek kl masak dulu

ini ka Nando lagi ngejelasin tentang snorkeling gear

oya gue lupa, sorenya kita di kasih ikan sm gatau siapa, akhirnya abis makan kita bakar aja deh itu dengan bumbu seadanya. Gue gatau campuran apa yang NT buat. Setau gue cuma bumbu nasi goreng dikasih air terus diolesin ke ikannya. hasilnya? Ya not bad lah untuk ukuran cowok masak haha. To be honest, sebenernya ke asinan sih tapi thanks to kecap krn jadi penyelamat haha. Saking asinnya tuh gue makan kecap pake ikan bukan ikan pake kecap haha. Oya selama nungguin ikan mateng gue ngobrol2 sm Tio, Ka Nando, Ka Ijank tentang masa2 28 di taun 90an. And it was so fun, ngomongin guru lagi, parah bet ya. Itu tuh yang punya soundtrack dari salahsatu tempat wahana bermain kenamaan di Jakarta Utara. I bet you'll know if you are or were 28's student.

Abis itu kita mau liat bintang, tapi krn kurang gelap jadi memutuskan ke dermaga eh ternyata di dermaga tambah terang. Yaudah deh liatnya dari tengah lapang. Cuma liat rasi scorpio sm planet apa yang yg kmrn keliatan, jupiter kl ga salah. gue lupa. Terus tidur.

Besok paginya gue bangun jam 4 dan menemukan Mushlih lagi motong2 bawang merah di kamar ckck kasian ya. Mereka mau masak nasi goreng. Nasinya darimana? Nasinya bawa rumah, haha gue gatau itu udah basi apa belom. Trs ya ajaibnya lagi Mushlih masak nasi gorengnya sampe mengorbankan kaosnya krn kebakar wakakak dan buat ganti kaosnya dia pake seprai buat nahan panas. Se enaknya banget deh hahahaha parah.

Ok abis itu jam 7an sarapan selesai, kita ganti baju dan ke tempat nyewa snorkel goggle dan finnya. Dan kita caw ke pulau Semak Daun buat snorkel. Sebelumnya kita latian dulu, membiasakan diri di tempat yg agak dangkal baru ke tengah laut.

Ok, ini terlalu panjang ceritanya haha. Karena gue pake komputer orang, komputer milik negara malah haha, jadi ya gue tau diri aja deh ntr gue bikin bagian ke 2 nya. Nanti foto2nya bakal di tambahin deh, janji.

Gotta go, komputernya udah mau dipake sama yg punya. Have a nice monday all. Oya Ati2 buat anak IPA 2 yg ke puncak ya. Ngiri nih kelas gue belum merencanakan pepisahan.

Ini aneh bgt deh masa tulisan gue ga bisa dikasih spasi antar paragrafnya. Ntr sampe rumah diedit deh. *edited* Ok akhirnya bisa nornal setelah gue ganti pake Google Chrome

Bye,

Afoi

INSOMNIA

2009-06-28T23:09:00.008+07:00

Ok, ini semua salah Fariz. Di Facebook dia bikin album judulnya "Looking back to Sophomore year..". Di ngetag gue, dan mulailah dateng notifications bertubi tubi. Karena penasaran gue buka dong, dan wala! ternyata isi albumnya adalah foto2 di kelas XI. Ga cuma itu dia juga ngupload beberapa gambar dari icanread.tumblr.com yang berisi kata2 penuh makna haha. Dan ya, album itu berhasil bikin gue nangis tengah malem. Dan gue tambah INSOMNIA!!! padahal gue skrg capek bgt, tapi mata ga bisa merem. Mana besok harus bangun pagi, di suruh Nyokap ikut seminar....... OH GOD!

Sss-ssn-snorrr-snorrrkeling!

2009-06-28T10:19:00.006+07:00

WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I was having so much fun in Pulau Pramuka. And yeah I had my very bery first time going snorkeling.

It was undescribable fun. Every minute in it was so fun, even when we got delayedI was still having good time with them. Really. I hope I could do it together again in another place, someday. I'm kinda interesting being diver like ka Nando. I want to have diving license someday.......................

I gotta go, I will tell you the whole story, promise.

Bye,
Afoi

This week: It's all about my first experience

2009-06-25T23:48:00.010+07:00

Sunday, Watching Final Round of Indonesia Open. (you could read on my previous post, here)That was my first experience watching badminton matches in Istora Senayan.
Monday, Attending classmeeting yang-agak-agak-gak-penting. I didn't join any matches, I was just sitting around announcement table, and become the live match commentator. That was also my first experience officially become commentator, full match. My class's futsal match against XI IPA 1. And my class did win.
In the afternoon me and some of my friends felt hungry and we decided to go to Rumah Makan Enak, in english you could say Delicious Restaurant haha. Again and again that was also my very first experience go there (Rumah Makan Enak, I mean) after almost 2 years I'm attending 28. It's so lame knowing that you never go someplace near your school haha
Wednesday, I watched Transformers Revenge Of The Fallen. NO, it wasn't my first experience go to cinema. BUT, it was my first experience watched movie on the first day released in my country with so many viewers and the best part is me and my friends had to queue soooo long to bought the tickets, fortunately we got it. I couldn't imagine how crowded would it be when I would watch Harry Potter and Half-Blood Prince on the mid July. I won't write the review of the movie because my friend already write one, here. I couldn't agree more with his review. It was cool movie, stunning, but I still love the first one better. Probably in this movie Shia's scene is less than the first one haha. But here Shia is cuter and more adorable. My favourite scene is "Hold on 3 more seconds" scene! If you already watch you would know. Ok, off to the main topic
Today, I did karaoke with Nadia, Mayang and Dini. Why karaoke? Because we didnt have better idea what to do or where to go. So we end up karaoke in Inul Vizta Poins Square. We met Nadia occasionaly because she is Taruna Nusantara's student and she lives in dorm so we only could met her like twice a year, or you could say only in holiday. And the first experience part is the karaoke, seriously. After karaoke we did chit chat in AW and continue it with dinner in Obong Steak Restaurant haha thanks Mayang for the treat. Here it is the photos Me - Dini

Nadia-Mayang

Yeah, those above are all my first experience. And probably I will have my first experience do snorkling haha. Tomorrow me and my pecinta alam will go to Pulau Seribu to do snorkle. I would tell you as soon as I get home. My holiday has the perfect start and I hope the rest either. Wish us luck for tomorrow. Oya, tomorrow my mom would take my report card, wish me have good mark and could continue to the 12th grade. Amin. I wish you all have godd mark too.

Bye everyone, happy weekend
Afoi

Aku Ingin

2009-06-23T23:35:00.001+07:00

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana:
dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan kayu
kepada api yang menjadikannya abu

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana:
dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan awan
kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada

-Sapardi Djoko Damono

Hujan Bulan Juni

2009-06-23T23:25:00.002+07:00

tak ada yang lebih tabah dari hujan bulan juni
dirahasiakannya rintik rindunya kepada pohon berbunga itu

tak ada yang lebih bijak dari hujan bulan juni
dihapusnya jejak-jejak kakinya yang ragu-ragu di jalan itu

tak ada yang lebih arif dari hujan bulan juni
dibiarkannya yang tak terucapkan diserap akar pohon bunga itu

-Sapardi Djoko Damono

Djarum Indonesia Open 2009

2009-06-23T17:29:00.007+07:00

Last Sunday, me and my friends watched Final round of Djarum Indonesia Open 2009. From 5 matches, Indonesia still had Taufik Hidayat on Men Single. So we watched him. Here we are the spectators..

this photo above is Dito's

Dan hari itu gue liat LEE YONG DAE! Dia ganteng parah, jago pula mainnya. I took a few picture of him. Fyi, he did win for men double against China. He is really good at defense and his smash is sooo damn fast. His partner is good also. I hope I could watch him on another matches.

About Taufik Hidayat unfortunately he didnt win. His rival, Lee Chong Wei, played better. But that day I was still satisfy because I saw Lee Yong Dae. Dan emg pertandingan final ganda putra jauh lebih seru dibanding tunggal putra.

Foto2 lain bisa diliat di album foto di Facebook, disini ato punya Dito juga ada, disini.

Ya itu sedikit2 foto dari Djarum Indonesia Open. Hari ini seharusnya masih sekolah ada acara classmeeting, tapi krn bangun kesiangan dan udah males kl brgkt siang krn pasti cirendeu maceeet banget jadi ga masuk deh. Maaf ya temen2 khususnya panitia dan XI IPA 3 hehe.

Besok rencananya mau nonton bareng sekelas lagi, nonton apa? TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN!!! semoga besok dapet tiketnya. Amin.

Ok, mau nonton debat cawapres dulu deh ya.

Bye,
Afoi

Easy come, Easy go

2009-06-18T22:32:00.007+07:00

I like night posting. It such a perfect time to me to write what I want to write, to tell all things that stuck on my mind. So what I want to right now is, oh men I want to type "write" instead of "right", about actually I havent decide yet, I even havent write the title, it's still blank up there.

And I come up with................feelings. I did write the title. Feelings, for me, it's just something that come and go without permission. I had this kind of situation, once I knew a boy, he was and also is good friend of mine. One day this kind of feelings came, I called it because-I-said-I-didnt-want-him-that-doesnt-mean-I-want-him-to-go.

And now he went away. Not too far but not close either..............

What was that, Fi? What's the point?
Damn, who cares anyway?

Official Announcement haha

2009-06-17T21:54:00.010+07:00

here's the thing, I'm on my exam week and today I succesfully end up with no study at all, I don't even touch the book. Why oh why? Because this exam is not-important-at-all, such a waste of time, money, energy, paper and so on. And the second reason is tomorrow's exam is Biology and Bahasa Indonesia and I don't know where to start to study so here I am, posting my blog haha.
I finally watched Charlie Bartlett! Such a good movie, with Anton Yelchin in it of course. I won't review that movie because my friend already did, here in Vampibots. So I just want to share a few pictures from the movie, I got it from here. So here they are...

From now on, I'm officially in love with Anton Yelchin. HAHA. And I'll put his name on my interest in Facebook info, alongside Gerrard, Michael Cera, Leo, Tom Hanks, Pato and other guys I love haha.

Speaking of Facebook I got username there, so if you want to visit my profile just type facebook.com/hsidder on your address bar. hsidder is reddish typed backward. Okay I gotta sleep now, or I'm gonna watch Spain v Iraq in FIFA Confederation Cup.

*okay I won't use "Be cool, stay gaul" anymore* HAHA
Love,
Afoi

My previous classes: SEDOTAN

2009-06-14T00:57:00.018+07:00

My previous post is my inspiration to write this post and the next posts, perhaps. This post I'll tell you about my class in tenth grade, X-2 also known as Sedotan. Sedotan means straw in english. Sedotan is an acronym for Sepuluh Dua Oke Tak Ada Tandingan *please someone help me translate the meaning into english?*. Here they are...

The upper photo is when Tammy brought Krispy Kreme and treated a whole class on her birthday.
The middle one is when we won the second place on Tata Laksana Upacara Bendera.
The last one is when the teacher didnt come to class and we took a lot of picture.

They are my reason why I could survive in 28. If I were in another class, maybe I would move to other school. They were such a wonderful people. They were good combination unite in one class. You could meet super duper diligent students, oh-so-hilarious-people-that-you-would-not-be-able-to-study-well, or just the shy one, who rarely speak. With those people you not only could study well but also know how to have fun, really.

The first photo is when we had class-meeting, we did our prayer and toss before we played
The second is the boys played something, I didnt know what it is
The third, when we had spare time, the teacher didnt come especially, the boys played kuda tomprok, and the girls just watched them and laughing our ass off.
The fourth is when we had lomba tarik tambang to celebrate Independence day
The last one is me (the most beutiful among them) and my friends, weh took a lot of photos using webcam on my friend's laptop.

I think you should meet these people, they are just so silly yet funny.

Ali

Ichan

Salman

Bu Mas'amah was our teacher, I mean she's our wali kelas (what do you call it in english?). She's so patiently guiding and teaching us. She's my the best wali kelas so far in High School.

Well, I miss y'all guys. Especially them,
I hope I could be in one class with one of you or maybe all of you in 12th grade.

I guess that's enough. Later I'll post about my classes in Junior High School. Bye!

Be cool and stay gaul (I think I will use this to end my post),
Af♡i

Madagascar Escape by 3 Cars

2009-06-12T16:41:00.010+07:00

That was the title of new movie from DreamWorks haha no no no that was the title of what happened tomorrow with my classmates. Madagascar is my class name. It stands for Memang Anak-anak Di Sebelas IPA Tiga Sayang dan Cinta Bu Parmi haha actually we havent decided what our class name stands for officially so I prefer that one.

The story is begin (or begun or began? Haha) from last week. It was spontaneous idea from one of my classmates to watch movie together in theater, which is the nearest one from my school is in Pejaten Village XXI. So we went there last week, and watched the movie. That was fun. So fun. We watched on Thursday because that day my school off earlier, 14.10. We decided to watch Drag Me To Hell on 14.55. Row G was full of people wear Batik uniform, which is us. The movie is so scary yet fun.

And this week Star Trek finally arrive in Indonesia after one month waiting. So my class once again wanted to watch together, not all of my class, just 23 of us. So we checked the schedule and we found that the nearest showtime is 14.25, which is 15 minutes after my school's over. So we planned who is buying the ticket, who's going by whose car and soon. Because just three cars were available and there were 23 of us so we split up. 11 people was on Brilli's car, Innova. 7 people was on Ilham's car, Atoz. And the rest of us was on Echa's car. I couldnt imagine how full the car is! My friend said seriously "Inget ya 30 detik kesempatan kita buat lari dari kelas ke mobil" (We just have 30 seconds torun from class get to car) Haha so funny if you could see the way he said it.Fortunately, several days ago my school is not studying effectively, because some teachers didnt come to class and we just watched movie through InFocus, and so did yesterday. My last lesson yesterday is Bahasa Indonesia and the teacher allowed us to watch movie but none of us was watching seriously, because we just worried about our plan to watch Star Trek, although we had planned it well. 10 minutes before bells rang we stopped the movie and got prepared. After pray and greeting to the teacher we just wait few minutes (off to bahasa Indonesaia haha udah ga tahan) Ilham sm Bayu udah siap2 mau lari, udah gaya posisi start mau lari sprint haha kocak abis. Krn belum bel pa Alisya bilang "Ya kalian jgn keluar dulu ya, tunggu bell..." belum selese ngomong tiba2 bel bunyi, kaya orang denger alarm kebakaran kita semua yg nonton lgsg lari keluar, beberapa orang sempet salam sm pa Alisyah tapi gue engga haha. Rusuh bgt deh kocak abis. Yang lari paling depan Echa, Tito, Azka, Chica dan Wondo krn mereka yang harus nyampe duluan buat beli tiket. Terus di susul gue Fariz Kiki dan rombongan mobil Brilli dan Ilham. Bener2 mengundang perhatian bgt deh lari2 kaya ada kebakaran beneran haha. Parah itu kocak bgt kl di inget-inget.

Begitu keluar gerbang rombongan mobil Echa lgsg masuk mobil dan tancap gas. Sementara rombongan mobil Brilli masih heboh ambil posisi masing2 di mobil karena kita ber11 disana ckck. Jadi mobil Brilli berangkat terakhir, sebelumnya mobil Ilham udah brgkt. (Cerita titipan dari Dharma) Kan kita di mobil Ilham, udah pada lari tuh ke mobil , tp heran kok di mobil tuh bisa pas, yaudah pada bilang "Yaudah ham ayo brangkat!" Tp pas mau muter balik gt kok kaya nya ada yg ketinggalan tp apa ya? Tau nya si Kos (Andhika a.k.a Bro) lg jalan santai bgt! Akhirnya, Kos di klakson2 sampe panik huahahahhaha

Pas brgkt jam udah menunjukan jam 14.15, gile tinggal 10 mnt sblm film mulai. Smpe di perempatan Republika udah khawatir gitu krn tinggal 5 menitan lagi. Parah. Begitu lampu merah berubah ijo lgsg tancap gas wuzzzzzzz puter balik lgsg smpe lobby penvil. Begitu sampe di lobby dibukain pintu sm satpam, gue rasa satpamnya terheran2 ko yang keluar dari mobil ga abis2 ya haha.
Terus gue lgsg lari naik eskalator bukannya naik lift haha. Capek bgt gila naik 4 eskalator berturut2. Begitu sampai depan XXI ketemu Echa, gue nanya udah dapet blm tiketnya trs dia bilang "Penuh, Fi.." deng deng gue udah mikir ga dapet tiketnya"Ah demi apa lo??? Abis cha?" "Gatau deng, itu masih ngantri" Huah gile gue kira udah abis. Begitu masuk liat antriannya ga bgitu panjang, cuma 2 konter yang buka, trs tiba2 konter ketiga buka dan Wondo berhasil menyelinap dan begitu dibuka komputernya,
deng deng deng deng!

Alhamdulillah masih banyak kursi kosongnya haha lega bgt ngeliatnya, ga kebayang kl keabisan tiket, udah lari2 pdhl haha. Akhirnya kita beli di row H,J dan K. Begitu tiketnyya di print gile panjang bgt, trs Ilham bilang "Bay, tuker Boneka nih" Haha emg itu panjang bgt ky tiket Timezone yang bisa dituker sm hadiah2. Akhirnya kita masuk ke studio, mba2 yang ngerobekin tiketnya ampe susah ngerobeknya, begitu masuk untung belum mulai.
2 jam kemudian film selesai. BAGUS! Summer movie paling bagus so far (sblm Transformers dan Half-Blood Prince) lebih bagus daripada Angels and Demons. I really like Pavel Chekov dengan logat Rusianya yang cute dan adorable bgt, apalagi rambutnya agak2 keriting ikal gitu, ah lucu bgt deh. Chris Pine ganteng tapi gue ga bgitu tertarik, lbh tertarik sm Chekov wkakak. Zachary Quinto mainnya bagus dan makeupnya terlihat asli, telinga runcingnya, alisnya, poninya, semuanya haha. Walaupun ini adalah film kesekian dari Star Trek tapi jgn khawatir ga ngerti jalan ceritanya, ceritanya mudah dimengerti ko. Oya film ini jg berhasil membuat emosi gue naik turun kaya roller coaster, awal2 udah berhasil gue meneteskan air mata, ada juga scene2 yang bkin gue melongo lama haha. Overall menurut gue sih bagus, gatau deh gmn menurut para Trekkies (sebutan buat penggemar Star Trek)

Dan bgitu smpe rumah dan cek di imdb.com ternyata Anton Yelchin adalah pemeran Kyle Reese di Terminator Salvation, pantesan aja ko gue ngerasa familiar. Ini dia
Cute bgt kan...

Ya itulah cerita Madagascar ke 3 haha. Dan hari ini padahal hari terakhir kegiatan belajar mengajar bersama kelas gue dan gue ga masuk krn banyak yang ga masuk jg haha. Ok, Bye!

Be cool, stay gaul! haha apa dah nih
Af♥i

The Backyardigans

2009-06-11T22:41:00.006+07:00

Those above are what I got from my Uncle's and Niki's Backyards

Ketika bosan melanda...

2009-06-10T21:50:00.004+07:00

blogwalking adalah solusinya dan menemukan ini di blognya Delia, so, here it is...

Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 30 people. No cheating!

1. Ichan
2. Aldo
3. Ilham
4. Aless
5. Delia
6. Dini
7. Aisyah
8. Kiki
9. Echa
10. Fariz
11. Adria
12. Sabun
13. Azka
14. Tito
15. Tio
16. Bayu
17. Paulus
18. Prima
19. Ali
20. Baim
21. Oi
22. Ilina
23. Chaca
24. Intan
25. Cita
26. Bimo
27. Salman
28. Anthya
29. Niki
30. Tika

THE QUESTIONS:
• How did you meet 10?
kelas X, dia ketua kelas

• What would you do if you had never met 6?
Ga ada temen yg rumahnya searah

• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated?
Hahaha they are still normal and they both have girlfriend

• If you could marry between 6 and 14 who will it be?
6 is girl and 14 is my friend's boyfriend, so neither

• Did you ever like 9?
Kalo ga suka gimana bisa temenan

• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Pernah

• Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
Hahaha ga kebayang nanti Uyun sm Bryan gmn

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
HAHAHA they ARE good couple

• Describe 8:
Baik, bawel, royal, sabar

• Do you like 12?
Ya bolehlah. Kangen lo deh bun

• Tell me something about 17:
He's a good singer

• What's 7's favorite color?
I guess, yellow haha

• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you?
He likes me I think hahaha

• When was the last time you talked to number 15?
Tadi di sekolah

• How do you think 19 feels about you?
"Proposal Shaking Wheels mana, Fi?" HAHA

• What languages does 13 speak?
Indonesia dan sunda haha ngasal

• Who is 2 going out with?
Number 30 haha, it was actually. I dont know, 2 sombong sih sekarang

• What grade is 16 in?
11th, my classmate

• What is 5's favorite music?
Apa del? Yang catchy dan easy listening (Sok tau abis)

• Would you ever date 3?
SEmoga engga

• Is 11 single?
yes she is

• What is 10s last name?
Razi

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7?
I want 7 become my best friend forever seriously haha ga nyambung

• Where does 18 live?
Panglima Polim

• What do you think about 20?
Keriting rambutnya haha

• What is the best thing about 4?
Temen di segala cuaca, tp udah lama ga ketemu, kangeeeeeeeeen

• Is 21 hard-working?
Maybe

• What would you like to tell 14 right now?
"Kalo rambut lo digundulin gimana ya, To?

• How did you meet 9?
High School

• What is the best and worst thing about 2?
Best: Baik Worst: Sombong

• Are you going to know 3 forever?
Hahaha

• How long have you known 26?
almost one year

• Who is 24?
Ketua saman dan manager bola 28

• Are you or did you ever date 28?
She's a girl

• Do you have a crush on 27?
No, he's my friend's ex

• Would you kiss 25?
Ya bolehlah haha

• Have you hugged/kissed 22?
Pernah

• Is 29 your bff?
I hope it will last forever

• What do you hate about 23?
Ga ada sih

• What's your relationship with 30?
My good friend of mine

Just for fun ya :)

Powered by Blackberry

2009-06-08T07:01:00.000+07:00

Hello this is my first post powered by Blackberry haha, not mine of course. The Blackberry is Kiki's. Maybe I'll borrow her Blackberry for blogging afterwards.

I'm craving for Krabby Patty

2009-06-04T01:50:00.010+07:00

Hello, I'm Patrick! Look who's come down here to Bikini Bottom

Welcome to the Krusty Krab :)

even Batman goes down to Bikini Bottom to grab Krabby Patty

not only Batman, those Pirates too

and it made a looooong queue

You won't believe this

it seems living-creature all over the world wants Krabby Patty, so does Rex

even when they know Krusty Krab has delivery services

After long journey from Andy's room to Bikini Bottom

he made it, and could grab big Patty.

So, do you want Krabby Patty as much as they do?

Thank you for coming :)

ps: none of those legos above are mine. they are all my cousin's. so what do you think?

You've Got Friend in Me

2009-05-31T21:33:00.004+07:00

Gara2 Fariz nge-post teasernya Toy Story 3 gue jadi dgrin lagu You've got friend in me mulu. Kebetulan beru ngopi lagu2 di ipod kiki beberapa waktu lalu dan tada! ada lagu itu. EH ya teaser itu bener2 menggoda ya, gue nungguin film ini keluar dan sekarang jadi ngebet bgt pgn nntn haha.

Lagu You've got friend in me ada di opening creditnya di Toy Story, gue inget bgt itu adegannya si Woody lagi dimain2in sm Andy. Ini nih lirik dan opening creditnya. kalo ga bisa di play, liat disini.

You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
When the road looks rough ahead
And you're miles and miles
From your nice warm bed
Just remember what your old pal said
Boy, you've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
You've got troubles, well I've got 'em too
There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you
We stick together and we see it through
You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me

Some other folks might be
A little bit smarter than I am
Bigger and stronger too
Maybe
But none of them will ever love you the way I do
It's me and you
And as the years go by
Boys, our friendship will never die
You're gonna see
It's our destiny
You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me

Sweet bgt ga sih artinya haha. I love this song right now and I miss my junior hi friends, also because of the previous post I kinda miss them sooooooooooo bad.

Off to other topic

Besok mau main Futsal sama temen sekelas, terdengar asik bukan haha, semoga memang akan menyenangkan. Siangnya jam 1, off to Bandung. Ngapain? Sbnrnya ga ada tujuan khusus. Escaping from Jakarta for a while haha, and I also miss my cousin. Mgkin akan ke ITB, kebetulan Pakde gue adalah dosen disana ya jadi sekalian, liat2 gambaran masa depan haha apa deh.

Karena gue ke Bandung, gue melewatkan momen menggembirakan, yaitu ulangtahun Dini ke-17 yang notabene adalah besok Selasa. Sorry ya din ga ada di sisi lo di hari spesial lo. Jgn marah ya

Oya gue mau mengucapkan permohonan maaf buat orang2 yang merasa diikuti gaya menulis, ato ide nya. Gue ga bermaksud ngikutin, justru anda adalah inspirasi saya. Terimakasih banyak telah menjadi inspirasi buat ide ide menulis di blog ini.

peace, love and gaul
Afi <3

Story behind Reddish

2009-05-30T14:24:00.006+07:00

Because I hadn't take a bath right away, me isn't going with my mom. So here it is end up this Saturday lying on the bed surfing internet all day long. Firstly I changed my blog address, why because I think the previous one too long so people hardly remember it. Here it is, red-dish.blogspot.com, same with my deviantart.

Speaking about reddish, I want to share about the history of reddish name making. Before you read this post, you should watch this video first.

Yeah that was silly, lame, whatever you say. I made that one when I still on junior high

In my junior high school, Labschool Kebayoran also known as Labsky, I have gank, we called it Panic at the bis.Co consists of 6 people. Hahaha sounds cheesy. Me and my gank used to go home together with bus (because our home in the same district, about Cirendeu, Pamulang, Ciputat, in the Tangerang city), 72, and out of nowhere that name came. The idea of the name came from Panic! at the Disco and we changed it become Panic at the bis.co, that means panic at the bus, in Indonesia bus means bis. And that co behind the name means company perhaps hahaha I dont know exactly.

This is the 'best' part, when we together we used to do some ritual. This is the ritual: we made a circle and we say "Panic at the bis.co, COMPLETE!..." and we mention our name one by one. And if we're not complete, you could say just 3 or 4 of us we say "Panic at the bis.co, INCOMPLETE!" without mentioning name one by one. WKAKAKAK this is sooo lame but too sweet to forget.

We made this gank on May 31st 2006, and tomorrow it could be our 3rd anniversary wkakak. We officially made it right after we going swim together, we edited photos with our name on it . Here it is the photos

We named ourself with our habit or our interest. Such as me, named as Reddish because I love Red colour. Mayang named as Mislet because she likes violet colour or we could also say her Lelet, means doing something not fast and yeah she's the most late among us. Indi named as Lebaysh, from word Lebay, means doing something hyperbolicly and yeah she does that. Nadia named as Chist, Dini named as Laffuto at first then we changed it into Cherish and last but not least putri as Tinkies. For Dini and Nadia I don't know what particular reason why they named it like that. And Tinkies means Putri is the tallest among us, it from word Tinggi. Hahaha yeah that's the story behind my name, Reddish.

So have you ever got gank like me?

That's about story behing my name, Reddish. Ever since, I use that name as my screen name.

I have new site to visit now hihi, looklet.com, it's so fun. In that site we could mix and match style and the best part is, it's kinda like stardoll.com, you put your things on real body. I prefet looklet.com to polyvore.com haha. So here it is my page. Again and again I use Reddish as the name hahaha.

STEVEN GERRARD

2009-05-30T09:19:00.000+07:00

Bang! Bang! Bang!

Hahaha I dont know why I start my post with that sounds haha. Ok, as I said on my previous post I will talk about Gerrard, the birthday boy. So here it is...

Gue ga pernah se nge fans ini sama seseorang. Sejak gue kecil, gatau karena pengaruh siapa, gue suka sama Beckham. Itu pas jaman2nya Beckham masih di MU, semenjak Beckham ga di MU gue ga mengikuti dunia persepakbolaan lagi.

Dan pertengahan 2006, pas Piala Dunia tepatnya, gue gatau sejak kapan tepatnya pokoknya sepanjang piala dunia gue tergila-gila banget sm Gerrard. Seinget gue, gue baca majalah BolaVaganza terus ada foto Gerrard dan mungkin itu kali ya pertama kali gue bisa jatuh cinta. Padahal sebelumnya gue pernah bahkan mungkin sering ngeliat di TV, inget pas Liga Champion 2004/2005 gue liat berita Liverpool menang terus ada Gerrard, tapi pas itu belom gimana2
Sejak itu gue suka banget sama Gerrard, gue juga jadi suka Liverpool, pas liat Alonso, Riise, Finnan, Sissoko wuih jadi makin jatuh hati. Gue ngikutin pertandingan Liga Inggris tiap minggu (dulu masih disiarin di TV7) terus tiba2 gue juga ngikutin Liga Italia, Spanyol, gue mulai langganan tabloid Bola. Pernah satu malem minggu pertandingannya seru2 abis, ada Liverpool terus ada Milan, abis itu ada Chelsea kalo ga salah. Gue jadi bener2 gila bola, WorldCup Fever gue ga ilang2 haha.

Kenapa Gerrard? Pertama gue baca di majalah BolaVaganza cerita tentang Gerrard terus gue mulai browsing di internet. Baca kisah heroiknya pas final Liga Champion, final FA Cup, pas final UEFA Cup 2001 juga, gile top abis deh pokoknya. Terus ya kalo liat dia main pergerakannya dia, cara lari, dribble, passing, itu khas banget. Kalo lo liat di TV ga keliatan muka ato bahkan nomer punggungnya gue tetep masih bisa ngenalin Gerrard. Ajaib. Haha
Terus dia loyal banget sama klubnya, Liverpool. Dia masuk akademi Liverpool dari kecil, dari dia belum bisa jalan (lebay abis) haha, ya enggalah ya. Banyak pemain bola yang mungkin cuma mikirin duit, tapi enggak buat Gerrard. Waktu dulu diisukan pindah ke berbagai klub, salahsatunya Chelsea, pasti pemain bola pada umunya mau, secara ya Chelsea punya si tajir Roman Abramovic, pasti bakal di bayar mahal, apalagi pas musim2 itu dia lagi hot hotnya, lagi puncak karirnya banget deh, tapi kenapa dia ga mau? but that's why I love him

Dia adalah best captain in the world, kehadiran sang kapten bisa mengubah jalannya pertandingan. Pas final LC 2005 itu dia golin gol balasan pertama dan dia masih semangat, dia teriak ke teammatesnya, dia menyemangati, padahal pas itu kedudukan masih 3-1 dan bayangkan dalam 5 menit Liverpool bisa menyamakan kedudukan dan menang di adu penalti. Mungkin kalo dia putus asa, dia ga teriak nyemangatin yang lain, mungkin ga akan ada 2 gol balasan lagi, dan Liverpool ga akan dapet trofi LC ke 5 mereka. Kepemimpinan nya di lapangan bener2 hebat. Dia juga mengulang hal yang sama taun 2006, pas final FA Cup lawan West Ham United, Gerrard mencetak gol penentu menyamakan kedudukan di menit2 akhir dan Liverpool berhasil keluar sebagai juara lewat drama adu penalti.

Kalo tanya tentang kualitas, jangan tanya. He is world-class player. Udah banyak orang yang mengakui kehebatan dia di lapangan, termasuk para pemain bintang, Kaka, Zidane. Tacklingnya bersih, passingnya akurat, (passing favorit gue adalah blind pass -passing pake tumit tanpa ngeliat-nya dia yang akhir2 ini sering dilakukan untuk mengumpan bola ke Torres), tendangannya gledek bgt deh haha, terus free kicknya mantep, lengkap deh pokoknya. Ini ada video salahsatu freekick favorit gue haha

Kalo bicara prestasi Gerrard, baik bersama klubnya ataupun individu, bisa dibilang Gerrard adalah pesepakbola yang sangat sukses. Di tahun 2001, tahun ke 3 bersama Liverpool, dia dan klubnya berhasil menyabet, mini treble, FA Cup, Piala Liaga a.k.a Carling Cup dan UEFA Cup. Di tahun yang sama Gerrard juga menerima penghargaan individual, PFA Young Player of the Year dan PFA Fans Player of the Year.

Masa kejayaan Gerrard tidak berhenti disitu saja, tahun 2003 Gerrard dipercayakan sebagai kapten klub oleh Gerard Houllier, mengganti Sami Hyypia. Di tahun kedua kepemimpinannya, di umur yang baru 24 tahun Gerrard sudah berhasil mengangkat tropi Liga Champion, kalau anda tahu mengenai sepakbola Eropa maka anda akan tahu bertapa prestisiusnya tropi tersebut haha. Di musim yang sama, 2004-2005, Gerrard menerima penghargaan UEFA Club Player of the Year dan terpilih sebagai Man of the Match dalam laga final yang dramatis melawan AC Milan.

Tahun berikutnya Liverpool mendulang kesuksesan di FA Cup, dan lagi2 Gerrard menjadi pahlawan dalam pertandingan tersebut dan Gerrard berhasil mengangkat tropi FA Cup. Keberhasilannya pada lagi final tersebut membuat dia terpilih lagi lagi sebagai Man of the Match dalam laga tersebut dan juga menjadi PFA Player of the Year 2006. Bisa dibilang tahun 2005-2006 adalah puncak kejayaan dalam karir Gerrard.

Kepiawaian Gerrard dalam bermain bola dibuktikan dengan terpilihnya sebagai PFA Team of the Year pada musim 2001 dan berturut2 selama 6 dari tahun 2003 sampai sekarang. Tidak hanya di Inggris, di Eropa Gerrard juga terpilih sebagai UEFA Team of the Year 3 tahun berturut2, 2005, 2006, 2007. Bahkan FIFA juga memilih dia dalam FIFPro World XI pada tahun 2006 dan 2007.

Selama kurang lebih 10 tahun berkarir sebagai pesepakbola profesional Gerrard sudah mencetak 120 gol sampai saat ini. Musim ini adalah musim paling subur dalam karirnya, mencetak 24 gol dalam 41 laga.

Karir internasionalnya bersama timnas Inggris tidak begitu terlihat pada awal karirnya, dia menderita cedera pada piala dunia 2002 sehingga tidak ikut bersama tim menuju Korea dan Jepang. Sejauh ini sudah mencetak 14 gol dalam 72 laga.

Gerrard mempunyai satu istri dan 2 anak, (dan satu pacar, Afifah Sekar Arum haha geli abis). Alex Curran menjadi istri Gerrard pada musim panas 2007 dan telah di karuniai 2 orang putri cantik, Lilly-Ella dan Lexie Gerrard.

Ngomongin Gerrard ga ada abisnya deh parah, ini udah panjangbanget.blogspot.com (loh?).

Oya I'm working on Steven Gerrard Goals 2008/2009 video compilation. I planned it would be done now but I couldn't done it on his birthday. So if I done with that video I'll tell you soon. Actually I'm gonna post some video I have, because the internet connection is so lame, so slow and I cant stand of it, so later I will post it.

I found Gerrard's video on YouTube. You can watch him play football when he was 12, here. And funny video with Chelsea lil' fan, here. You also should check this one out, Gerrard defensive works.

Last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR CAPTAIN FANTASTIC!

May God always bless you. Wish you be fit next season. Be better as person, as husband, as father, as footballer and also as captain. I hope you could lift your last trophy collection, league trophy, soon. Have a wonderful career ahead! Amin :) Ily

And yeah I made this and I stick it on my wall, dedicated to him for his 29th birthday haha.

So enough for this post. Thank you for Wikipedia, YouTube, and other site that help me well to write this post.

I gotta go. My mom asks me to accompany her to shopping haha. Ove and out!

My School is Sick, Barcelona and Upcoming Birthday

2009-05-29T14:32:00.008+07:00

Yes, as I said on the title. My school is sick. Sick, I really mean sick. They are giving all the student days off, because there are Rapat Kerja. Why I called it sick? Because on the previous announcement, they say the days off would be only this Friday, and fortunately tomorrow they announced that the days off is until next Wednesday. Wohoooo! And it's shocking because I never thought that they will held the Raker on school days. Right away after the announcement my class was voting about where to go on the holiday, because we never did go somewhere after all year together, except for the Bali trip. And we decided to go Futsal on Monday. I can't wait for that day.

Now let's talk about UEFA CL, it's been talked about people around Europe, may be all over the world. Barcelona is the UEFA CL 2008/2009 Winner, after oh-so-predictable Final.

what a pity, United! Better luck next decade haha

source: gettyimages

Of course, Barcelona would be the winner, I predicted it from semifinal haha. Eto'o and Messi scored as they rescued Barcelona's third title this season. Funny thing I found that night is the goal scorers that night isn't from Europe itself, Eto'o is Cameroonian and Messi is Argentine haha. Copa del Rey, La Liga and UEFA CL are their title this season. They richly deserved the titles. They've been great this season. I think Messi would received Balloon d'Or and FIFA Player of the Year. He's been very great, he scored 38 goals, and he is this year top scorer on UEFA CL with 9 goals. He is one of my favourite footballer.

Speaking about footballer, my most favourite footballer, Steven Gerrard, is becoming 29 tomorrow. He's getting older but this year he achieved some awards and it proves that he's not over yet. 29 is pretty old for athletes, especially on football. I wish he could reach highest achievement on his footballer career and he could lift league trophy before he retired. Amin

I'm gonna talk about him further tomorrow, on his birthday. Over and out!

this week highlights

2009-05-23T21:44:00.005+07:00

1. intan's birthday. My friends and I made a surprise for her. With help from juniors we did the good surprise.

2. after intan's birthday, I went to Penvil, watched Night at the Museum And while we wait for the movie, Kariz had a lunch and we made a video. Not so funny though

3. I did shooting for my Bahasa Indonesia ass-ignment, but unfortunately we have to retake all the scene because of here and there errors

4. I watched Saman Sky Fest 2009. My school joined this event, but unfortunately we just made it to Juara Favorit. You could've been better girls! But y'all is improving from previous year. Fyi, this year my school's saman team made to final round which is good because we didnt make it to final round year ago.

5. I did terrible mistake. And it ruins whole things for like a month ahead.

Over and out!

when tough times come

2009-05-23T21:18:00.009+07:00

have you ever feel like you got a big big big trouble and you dont know how to deal with it? yes I'm really in the kinda situation like that.

I believe, every year we have good times and bad times. And after long hapinesses in a row I do have tough times now. Dont ask what it is. When that times come I just wanna escape from my life but it wont happen of course. I kinda always think that matter all the time, even when I'm going to sleep. And it makes me crazy, really

And now I cry, I dont know why, with no particular reason. But it feels so relieve. Cry really works when you need to throw your undefined feeling out.

I really (need) miss my friends, who wants to spend in good or bad times. I really need one now, just one.

Anyway, today is Ina's Birthday. Happy Birthday dear :D

so lame hahahaha

Weekdays

2009-05-15T21:33:00.006+07:00

Yeah, mau cerita kegiatan seminggu liburan UAS kali ini

Senin 11 Mei 2009

Minggu malem seperti biasa, seperti anak muda pada umumnya haha, gue buka Facebook, di homepage gue ada wall to wall nya Niki dan Gatri. Isinya mereka janjian di halte Jatipadang jam setengah 10 pagi mau ke pasar senen. karena gatau besoknya mau kemana dan secara spontan tiba2 gue blg niki mau ikt jb dan ya I have holiday destination for that day!

Pergi sm Mba Ay, Niki, Gatri danour guide, Melia. Walaupun ujan dan harus memakai jasa ojek payung, hari itu sangat seru, ya capek sih emang, tapi seru aja.

Disana gue cm beli rok 2, itu jg ga dapet yg murah2 bgt, 15rban. Mahal sih buat ukuran barang second, ya tapi gmn, gue emg ga niat beli2 banyak dan lagipula gue udah males nawar dan males nyari2 lagi haha. Nanti gue upload foto hasil perburuan gue haha

Trs pulangnya naik p20 dari terminal senen ke terminal lebak bulus, gile men naik bis dari ujung ke ujung haha. Sbelumnya liat2 toko2 buku gitu di kios2 depan terminal, dan miris bgt ngeliat buku2 bajakan. Masa novel New Moon dikasih harga cuma 30rban, padahal kl beli di Gramedia bisa 2 kali lipat harganya ckck.

Selasa 12 Mei 2009

Ditengah hari libur gue harus ulangan susulan bahasa jepang, sucks! Ya susah2 gampanglah haha terus pulangnya karena ga ada destinasi jadi seperti biasa deh, ujung2nya beli dvd di poins square, gue udah berniat beli 6 dvd nih, eh taunya duit gue cm 30rb haha, pdhl udah dicoba semua, pas mau bayar akhirnya dibalikin satu deh dvdnya haha. I bought: X-Men Trilogy, Superbad, sm Hounddog.

Beli X-Men Trilogy karena penasaran abis nntn X-Men Origins: Wolverine. Ya serulah tipikal film2 superhero pada umumnya, tapi gue suka yang The Last Stand, lebih seru, terus ada Ellen Page. Ceritanya dia disana jadi mutan yang punya kekuatan bisa nembus dinding haha ga penting. Hugh Jackman so hot haha

Superbad? Alesan utama mau nntn ini cuma Michael Cera nya hihi, soalnya abis nntn Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist dan penasaran pgn nntn film2nya Michael Cera yg lain. Ya lumayanlah, menghibur

Hounddog? Belom nonton

Agak nyesel kenapa ya ga jadi di beli malah Happy-Go-Lucky haha

Rabu 13 Mei 2009

Nothing's Special. Cuma di rumah, ol, paling jauh ke depan rumah doang haha. Nonton dvd yg kmrnnya baru dibeli haha

Kamis 14 Mei 2009

Sebelum libur gue udah bilang sm Niki mau berenang di rumahnya, setelah nyari hari yg kosong (my friends is so busy with their dance preparation to turkey) akhirnya diputuskan hari Kamis. Gue ke sekolah jam 11an, eh ketemu Baim di angkot, trs Baim bilang besoknya (jumat) OSIS MPK diajak ke PRJ nntn pameran(karena gue ga dapet jartel ya jadi gue gatau) yaudah gue memutuskan untuk ikut karena lagi2 belum ada destinasi haha. Sampe sekolah tanda tangan ambil baju dan topi buat besok.

Dan inilah saat yang paling ditunggu, BERENANG!!! Wohooo. Sebenernya ga berenang cm main air haha. Ini dia foto2nya

Me :D

Love is in the air

left-right: The Host-Niki, Me and Kiki

Jumat 15 Mei 2009

Pagi2 bangun kaya biasa mau sekolah, berangkat bareng Mama. Smpe sekolah ada bis Blue Star udah menunggu, ya krn kepagian gue masih sendirian dan nunggu beberapa menit di Ro, trs Alhamdulillah Ali dateng. Akhirnya ngobrol2 lalala satu persatu datenglah manusia2

Jam 9an mgkin kita baru brgkt. Sampe disana tanda tangan lalala lgsg masuk ke ruang pameran. Pameran kali ini bertajuk Pameran Produk Indonesia. Jadi barang2 yang dipamerkan produk Indonesia, dibuat di Indonesia, misal mobil Daihatsu pabriknya di Indonesia dan lain lain

Ternyata disana ada juga produk makanan, surga banget deh kalo lo laper, soalnya banyak tester makanan haha. Gue aja sampe enek minum Dancow Strawberry 3 gelas wakakak. Saking niatnya nyobain tester2, kita ke stand La Fonte terus nungguin spaghettinya mateng hahaha. Dari spaghettinya masih lurus2 tetep aja ditungguin haha. (Foto menyusul juga ya haha)

Terus pulang nntn Angels and Demons di Pejaten Village. Film ter-worthed yg gue tonton di penvil haha plus makan kenyang dan enak atas saran Ali. Jadi kalo lo ke Penvil dan mau makan yang murah meriah, coba ke Rice-Bowl, di lt. LG, depan Hypermart. Dengan hrg Rp 9.900 (exclude PPn) lo dapet semangkuk nasi plus lauk. Kalo tadi Fariz beli nasi goreng pake telor dapet porsinya banyak. Gue aja ngeliatnya kenyang (lebay). Gue pesen *lupa namanya* nasi putih biasa gitu ada ayam fillet gitu ada bumbunya bawang putih enak men haha. Lo harus coba. Tapi sayang ini cm harga promosi hahaha

Filmnya lumayanlah, keren. Lebih bagus dari Da Vinci Code. Kalo mau liat reviewnya di blog sebelah nih --> vampibots.blogspot.com haha

Ok nanti kalo di post deh foto2 pamerannya haha. Besok rencananya mau nntn Skyfest dan insya Allah jalan kalo finansial mendukung haha.

Bye!

Sepeda Baru ;D

2009-05-10T23:19:00.006+07:00

Selamat berjuang kakak-kakak! Semoga hasil UASnya bagus ya haha

Sesuai dengan judul post kali ini, gue akan menceritakan tentang sepeda baru gue. Ini dia haha

Merknya United Bike. Typenya Monza. Warnanya (bukan merah D;) Silver Jingga halah.

Jadi kemaren, Sabtu, ceritanya pergi seharian sm Mama dan Papa. Mama mau beli handphone baru, ya memang Mama butuh handphone baru, jadi kita pergi ke ITC Kuningan.

Tapiiiiii emg dasar ibu2 ada aja keperluannya, jadi kita mampir dulu nih ke rumah temennya Mama, Bude Daryati, mau balikin mangkok. Karena rumahnya Bude Daryati di daerah Cilandak, Dapsus situlah jadi kita berangkat lwt Cinere, trs Pd. Labu, eh terus spontan (uhuy) gue cerita2 lagi tentang rencana survey rute buat Shaking Wheels dan gue minta dibeliin sepeda! (sebelum2nya gue udah bilang nih sm Mama Papa tapi Mama ga setuju haha) ga tau kesambet ato gimana tiba2 di deket Aneka Buana Pd. Labu situ ada toko sepeda, nah Papa tiba2 meminggirkan mobilnya dan............

ke TOKO SEPEDA!!! WOHOOO seneng abis gue. Akhirnya kita liat2 sepeda, gile banyak bgt ya sepedanya (yaiyalah, banyak sepedanya namanya juga toko sepeda), smpe digantung2 diatas gitu, kl tiba2 ada gempa ato apa bisa2 mati kerobohan beratus2 sepeda kali haha. Terus ga lama cuma 10 menit paling, Papa menemukan si Monza itu, ditanya harganya awalnya 1,3 Jt, eh terus turun jadi 1 jt haha. Mama ga ikut masuk toko karena emang gue ga dibolehin dulu beli sepeda, dengan alasan Danang mau msk SMA. Yaudah deh krn Mama udah males2an gitu, akhirnya kita ga beli, cuma nanya2, tapi Papa bilang sm yg jual mau dateng sorenya.

Terus di mobil gue merayu2 dan akhirnya sampe masalah sepeda ga terbahas lagi dan gue sampe lupa juga hari itu gue ke toko sepeda.

Muter2 nyari hp itu capek, ya capek, banget. Muter2 dari jam 12 sampe jam 2. Terus makan sampe jam 3an, terus ngelanjutin lagi nyari hp. Dan Alhamdulillah akhirnya Mama menentukan pilihan dan beli. Tapi penderitaan belum berakhir krn gue nunggu lagi sejam gara2 nungguin data2 dari hp Mama yg lama dipindahin ke yang baru. Karena Papa ada meeting jam 4, jadi Papa pulang duluan dan gue sm mama harus pulang naik angkot.

Malemnyabegitu Papa pulang gue iseng nanya, "Jadi ga sepedanya, Pa?" terus bokap gue jawab sambil senyum2 sumringah ga serius gitu"Iya, udah beli" Ah gue ga percaya dong.

Sampai akhirnya gue disuruh ambil taneman yang baru dikasih Bude Daryati dari mobil dan gue menemukan kursi belakang terlipat dan ada warna oren2 yang menyala dan tergeletaklah dengan gagah sepeda baru gue haha

Besoknya, hari Minggu, gue mencoba sepeda baru haha. Ya begitulah

Sebenernya masih banyak yang mau ditulis, berhubung besok mau pergi ke Senen sama Niki dkk dan harus bangun pagi jadi lanjutkan besok. Bye!

Oya gue mengupdate dA gue loh . red-dish.deviantart.com. come and visit me there! dan gue mulai ngeplurk, setelah gue bikin dari jaman belanda dan baru mulai sekarang haha. www.plurk.com/Afoi/invite

Have a nive holiday for tenth and eleventh grader!!!

Future has arrived today

2009-04-29T20:51:00.010+07:00

Mimpi adalah kunci
Untuk kita menaklukan dunia
berlarilah tanpa lelah
sampai engkau meraihnya
Laskar Pelangi - Nidji

Baru-baru ini pembicaraan tentang masa depan lagi hangat-hangatnya dibicarakan sm gue dan beberapa temen gue. Dan berbicara tentang masa depan, gue termasuk orang yang belom bener2 merencanakannya, kalaupun udah itu masih ragu, masih dalam tanda tanya besar. Masa depan disini maksudnya "Mau kemanakah lo setelah SMA?". Karena kemana lo pergi setelah SMA, menurut gue adalah pintu gerbang menuju masa depan lo sesungguhnya

Hal-hal kaya gini emg seharusnya udah dipikirkan jauh-jauh hari, sebelum lo naik kelas XI, sebelum memutuskan mau ambil jurusan IPA ato IPS. Karena gue udah kelas XI IPA dan hampir (HARUS!) naik kelas 3, gue udah merasa patut bertanya dengan sepenuh hati sm diri gue "...mau melangkahkan kaki kemana setelah keluar dari pintu gerbang sekolah gue?" (ke rumah ajalah, Fi daripada bingung -_-')

Dari kecil, kalo ditanya "kalo udah gede cita-citanya mau jadi apa, Fi?", pasti gue jawab tanpa keraguan "DOKTER!!!". Dan jawaban itu masih gue jawab dengan penuh semangat dan tanpa keraguan sampai gue menyadari dan bertanya-tanya sm diri gue "apa bener cita-cita gue yang selama ini gue pengen bener2 cita-cita, bukan angan-angan?". Karena guru BK gue pernah bilang, "Kalian harus bedain cita-cita sm angan-angan ya, kalo cita-cita bener2 harus diraih, tapi kalo angan-angan ya cuma angan-angan...". Kalo gue sih bener2 sependapat sm beliau dan tambah lagi gue bingung dan ragu dengan so-called-cita-cita-mau-jadi-dokter gue karena kompetitor untuk masuk FK adalah banyak bgt di kelas gue ada 14 org dari 40 org dan bisa nambah hahahaha. Gue pesimis. Optimistically Pesimistic

Gue mulai mikir sepertinya mau jadi dokter cuma angan-angan deh, cuma mau bisa kaya nyokap, karena mgkin dulu waktu kecil gue ga ada ide cita-cita lain wakakak. Gue udah bertekad nih mau msk FK UGM, udah pernah kesana, bahkan ikut reunian sm alumni2nya haha tapi ya kl diliat2 dari keadaan sekarang, dari banyaknya saingan yang lebih pinter, dari nilai biologi gue yang ga pernah 9 bahkan 8, gue mulai berpikir gue harus cari cita-cita, bener2 cita-cita selain dokter.

Gue tertarik dengan perkerjaan menjadi seorang guru bahasa Inggris, gue tertarik jadi peneliti, dan dokter skrg menjadi terdengar membosankan.

Gue barusan browsing website ITB, UI, UGM, UnBraw, UnAir, dll. Gue liat2 Fakultas2 apa aja yang ada disana, gue mulai berpikir ulang, "Apakah gue bener2 mau masuk FK?" dan setelah beberapa hari berpikir dan ngobrol sm nyokap, ternyata nyokap gue ga memaksa ko gue mau msk mana, tapi ya berharap gue jadi dokter, masuk FK UGM haha sama aja.

Fakultas dan jurusan yang sound's cool pas tadi browsing
ITB: Fakultas Ilmu dan Teknologi Kebumian (Teknik Geologi; Oseanografi); Fakultas Teknik Mesin dan Dirgantara (Aeronotika dan Astronotika); dan masih banyak lagi yang terdengar menarik. Gue jadi mulai membulatkan tekad berpaling dari Jogja menuju Bandung haha gaya.

Ya ini semua cuma angan-angan belaka sih, gue belum bener2 menemukan cita-cita gue nih. Masih dalam pencarian. Waktu gue untuk memutuskan mau-kemanakah-setelah-SMA juga kurang 1 thn dari sekarang. So better be hurry, Fi!!!

AH FI, LO KEBANYAKAN MIMPI DEH EMANG! haha biarin ajalah, mimpi kan kunci untuk menaklukan dunia :DD

Jadi, kembali lagi ke pertanyaan awal...

Mau kemanakah lo setelah SMA?

sumber foto

Random things

2009-04-26T15:47:00.011+07:00

As you can see in the right side, I put a new widget. it's Twitter. It's kind a micro-blog and you can follow updates of people, even it's celebrity, athletes or just your friends. And because I may not post something frequently here, I decided to put them there so you still know what I'm doin or what I'm thinking lately haha. So are you interesting? It's my page ---> twitter.com/sekararum

and I got my first comment on this new blog haha, it's from my classmate, Fariz.

talking about Liverpool, yeah they did win last night against Hull City. 3-1. And unfortunately Manutd also win, so they still on top of Premier League Table and Liverpool right behind them with 3 points gaps. *udah ga tahan pake bahasa Inggris* Ah payah deh Tottenhaaaaaaaaaam! Padahal si Setan udah ketinggalan 2 gol tuh. Apa boleh buat, tinggal nunggu keajaiban aja deh nih

One of Dirk Kuyt's goal last night. source: liverpoolfc.tv

Warna blog gue balik lagi ke item karena... ya pengen aja haha

Kemaren nonton Watchmen dengan pengalaman yang gak akan dialami sm penonton lain dibelahan dunia mana pun. *lebay* Jadi hari itu harga tiket di 21 Citos dari 25rb jadi 30rb. Terus ya ditengah2 film tiba2 filmnya berhenti dan itu berulang sampe 6 kali mungkin. Kenapa? Jadi gini, kalo biasanya mereka pake 2 proyektor, kemaren salahsatu proyektornya susah dengan suksesnya. Kalo film kan terdiri dari beberapa reel film, biar filmnya ga berhenti di tengah2 mereka menggunakan 2 proyektor. Kalo reel pertama hampir selesai, maka proyektor kedua udah siap2 dengan reel kedua dan akan langsung menampilkan lanjutan film di reel kedua. Nah kalo reel kedua udah mau selesai, proyektor pertama udah siap dengan reel ketiga dst. Nah karena salahsatu proyektor rusak jadi setiap pergantian reel kita harus nunggu beberapa menit buat masang reel selanjutnya. Dan itu terjadi 6-7 kali, krn Watchmen terdiri dari 8 reel. Sebenernya gue gatau apakah emg ky gini cara kerjanya, ini berdasarkan analisa dan ke-soktau-an gue aja wakakak

Oya setelah ini gue akan selalu berusaha nulis sesuatu dengan disertai gambar, gambar apa aja. Walaupun ga ada hubungannya sm tulisan gue haha.

YA DAN BESOK MASUK SEKOLAH! ARGH, upacara. males. ada Fisika lagi, astagaaa. Eh gile gue kebanyakan Enter nih haha. Yaudah deh ya bye!

Blog Maintenance

2009-04-24T11:50:00.003+07:00

I don't know why I titled this post "Blog Maintenance". I changed my layout colour, I just shuffled it and found this. So here it is.....light blue.

Pagi ini bangun seperti biasa, mencoba upload foto2 dari ulangtahun chaca kmrn ke Facebook. Karena kemaren beberapa kali gagal dan memutuskan untuk mengupload pagi2 karena kalo pagi sekitar jam6-7 Facebook blm terlalu rame. Sebenernya ngaruh ato engga gue juga ga ngerti haha. Dan akhirnya berhasil, walau belum semua.

Terus abs itu nonton DVD, Marley and Me. It's very touching, I kinda sobbing at the end of the movie haha embarassing.

Nanti sore mau ke J.W Marriot (gaya bgt kan...?) diundang Chaca makan2 haha. Ok I gotta go, take a bath and continuing watching DVD haha

Bye!

Midnight post

2009-04-23T23:42:00.006+07:00

I kinda got Insomnia, here's my updates for today

Chaca's Surprise Birthday Party. We went to her house to gave a lil' surprise. We got a lot of talk there, about movies and so on. And, on the way back home I decided to go to Poins Square. I bought some DVDs.

I just back from my browsing on Big-Reds forum, and I found that Liverpool FC plans to visit S'pore and Bangkok. Oh eventhough Gerrard won't join this tour I still wish I could go there. Going to S'pore is easier way to meet 'em than going to Anfiled. Mamaaaaa I wish you got a lot of money so I could spend my holiday this July to see 'em.

Liverpool vs Ars(enal)havin FC

2009-04-22T18:03:00.005+07:00

Ya ini dia hasil pertandingan Liverpool vs Arsenal tadi malam. 4 gol Arsenal semuanya diborong sama Andrei Arshavin. Bisa dibilang Liverpool ditahan imbang sama Arshavin FC bukan Arsenal haha. Oya dan hasil tadi malam membuktikan Liverpool musim ini bener2 dicukur habis sm Hiddink musim ini, pertama hasil 4-4 lawan Chelsea, dimana Hiddink adalah pelatihnya dan kedua hasil 4 gol oleh Arshavin, yang notabene adalah anak didik hiddink di timnas Rusia. Untuk sementara Liverpool berada di puncak klasemen dan kemungkinan diambil alih kembali oleh Manutd nanti malam. So, apakah hasil ini memupuskan impian Liverpool buat gelas ke 19nya? Time will tell...........

Kalo ditanya hari ini ngapain? hari ini bener2 ga ngapa2in. Ga ada duit + hp mati dari kemaren = ga bisa kemana2. Barusan aja gue buka hp dan ternyata banyak sekali yang terlewatkan. Gue baru tau kl hr ini ada briefing, trs gue harusnya bisa k rmh Dini- yang baru pulang dari RS- karena ternyata ada Anin sm Azka. Yah gini deh nasib nasib. Semoga besok bisa menjadi hari yang lebih indah :):):)

21 April 2009

2009-04-21T16:05:00.011+07:00

So, holiday for a whole week because the 12th grader is doing their national final exam (Good luck, Seniors!). And what am I doing this week? I don't know. Even on second day I haven't decided where to go or what will I do. So, here it is...

Tomorrow I went to RS. Bhineka Bakti Husada to visit my friend, Dini. She got Dengue Fever. She's been there from last Thursday. I don't know when will she get home, but soon I think. I went there with Aless and Delia. Not long after that, Mba Ay, Ganesh, Fariz, Baim and Nara came.And I will post the photos as soon as I get it from Fariz. And finally I got chance to post it

And today, I'm goin' nowhere, doin' nothing. I end up in my bed with my laptop. I also took a lot of picture of Mita while she took a bath. Mita is my family's assistant's daughter. I love her very much, like my own lil' sister.

Mba Ida and her daughter, Mita

This morning, I found something interesting in Google.

SELAMAT HARI KARTINI!!!

Hopefully, the rest of this week will be great. Aaaaaaaaand tonight will be Liverpool vs Arsenal.
So who will be the winner of the match? I will tell you tomorrow. So, see ya!

Chelsea vs Liverpool 4-4 (Agg. 7-5)

2009-04-15T03:44:00.004+07:00

Anyone can support a team that is winning - it takes no courage. But to stand behind a team to defend a team when it is down, that takes a lot of courage

Menghibur Diri

2009-04-09T09:50:00.013+07:00

TGIH, Thanks God It's Holiday.

Seminggu ke belakang banyak kejadian yang terjadi, mulai dari yang menyenangkan sampai yang... ya bisa dibilang tidak menyenangkan.

First, for all my school friends know what happend lately in my school. And thank's God it's over. I hope there's no other problem after this. And for my friend, be tough mate!

Second, Ilina's Birthday. Here it is the photos...

She got a bunch of surprise from her friends. She also got a big greeting card from Dina, her partner on Student Council.

On Saturday, I was invited to Tamani Kafe for dinner. And yes we really did make her cry, she's too overly happy because we gave a really good scrapbook and video of her friends giving birthday greetings and wishes.

Insya Allah videonya menyusul.

Dan ya yang ini adalah yang paling tidak menyenangkan.

Tadi malem adalah lanjutan UEFA Champion League Quarter Finals. Liverpool vs Chelsea. Untuk ke empat kalinya dalam 5 musim terakhir Liverpool harus berhadapan dengan Si-Biru-dari-London dalam babak knock out. Tadi malam Liverpool tidak berhasil mengulang keberhasilannya mengalahkan Chelsea seperti yang mereka lakukan di Liga Inggris.

Liverpool memainkan tim terbaiknya walaupun tanpa kehadiran gelandang bertahan asal Argentina, Javier Mascherano, karena hukuman larangan bermain setelah mendapat kartu kuning kedua dalam pertandingan sebelumnya.

Liverpool berhasil membuat Petr Cech memungut bola dari gawangnya pada menit ke 6. Fernando Torres berhasil memanfaatkan umpan dari Arbeloa dan berhasil membuat gol pertama dan terakhir untuk Liverpool pada pertandingan semalam. Ya memang harus diakui, skor semalam berakhir 3-1 untuk Si-Biru-dari-London itu.

Gol pertama dan terakhir Liverpool pada pertandingan ini

2 gol dilesakkan Chelsea lewat sundulan bek Chelsea, Ivanovic, memanfaatkan sepak pojok. Dan 1 gol lagi dari kaki pemain asal Pantai Gading yang jelek itu, you know who.

Ketidakhadiran Mascherano sangat berpengaruh dalam pertahanan Liverpool tadi malam. Posisi Mascherano digantikan oleh gelandang asal Brazil, Lucas Leiva, yang seperti biasa bermain angin2an. 3 bek Liverpool bermain under perform, hanya Carragher yang masih bisa dikatakan bermain baik. But football is never about one person, don't blame anyone. That's what team does. There's no I in T.E.A.M

Gol pertama Chelsea

Gol kedua Chelsea

Gol ketiga Chelsea

Strategi man-marking yang dilakukan Chelsea sangat berhasil, terbukti dari keterbatasan ruang gerak Gerrard yang dijaga ketat oleh Essien. Torres juga tidak bisa banyak berbuat apa2 karena aliran bola ke daerah kotak penalti tidak terlalu banyak, dikarenakan permainan di lapangan tengah juga tidak begitu berkembang. Pemain Chelsea bermain disiplin tadi malam, and hell yeah harus diakui Liverpool tadi malam bermain tidak begitu bagus. Kenapa masih gue bilang bagus? Ya at least kalahnya cuma 3-1, kalo melihat peluang2 Chelsea, Liverpool bisa kalah dengan margin gol lebih besar.

Masih ada second leg, masih ada 2x45 menit untuk membalas 3 gol minimal. Memang cukup berat, sangat berat malah. Tapi apa boleh buat. Semoga pertahanan Chelsea bisa diobrak-abrik Liverpool pada pertandingan mendatang karena absennya John Terry. Lagian kalo Liverpool bisa menang 4-1 di OT, kenapa di SB ga bisa? Ya gaa?

Ya mungkin kalo Liverpool ga lolos ke semifinal (nau'dzubillahimindzalik) memang ditakdirkan untu lebih fokus ke Liga Inggris. Hahaha tapi ya apapun yang terjadi, I still support for you, Liverpool.

Ok, sekarang saatnya menghibur diri dengan berleha2 di rumah, nntn DVD, ato apalah. Oya beli buku Liverpool King of England, jangan sampai kehabisan haha.

Happy holiday people!!! See ya........

ps: foto2 ulgthn ilina nnti ditambahin lagi deh, soalnya foto2nya di laptop dan sekarang nge-postnya pake komputer :D

Jason Mraz

2009-04-05T22:14:00.004+07:00

Hm.. lagi ga mood nulis apa2. Nemu nih di blog sebelah, ikut2an aja deh sambil ngisi waktu haha.

The rules:

Choose a singer/band/group.
Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
Tag your friends (let them know they've been tagged).
Once tagged, you gotta do it too.

My choice : Jason Mraz

1. Male or Female?
Bella Luna

2. Describe yourself!
Sleep All Day

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
A Beautiful Mess

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
Absolutely Zero

5. Describe your current relationship!
Did You Get My Message

6. Where would you want to be now?
On Love, In Sadness

7. How do you feel about love?
If It Kills Me

8. What's your life like?
The Remedy (I Won't Worry)

9. What saddens you?
The Boy's Gone

10. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
I'm Yours

11. Say something wise!
No Stopping Us

12. What would you say to your friends in this note?
Please Don't Tell Her

Fariz's Birthday and Dora wanna-be

2009-04-01T23:23:00.019+07:00

It's almost midnight, and I havent go to bed. My insomnia kinda back lately. So it's quite long time since my last post. Here it is...

Okay, I'm done with my test. The result is so good so far. No remedial, 9 out of 11. I got a lot of high score, (and the low one because I'm cheatting :p) Isn't that great? For me it's really great. I've never been got score as good as now.

So, what's on this week? My friends's Birthday. There's Fariz on 31st March and Aje on the same day. Today is Didis's. Tommorow will be Tammy's. And on Friday will be Ilina's. For Fariz, we got surprises for him. As he told on his blog, he got a very cool pool party (actually we push his ass off to pool at my school, not pool but fishpond :p), a very simpe chiffon cake, and last but not least we threw him eggs and flour. You just add some butter and he would be a cake dough haha. You can watch the video on his Facebook video.

Here some photos...

Some of the surprisor!

And yeah if you look on my hair. I had cut my poni by my self and that's very horrible. It's too short. It makes my cheek look chubbier. And I look like Dora! Bye...........

FISIKA dan Bahasa Jepang

2009-03-25T19:20:00.012+07:00

Hari ini ulangannya FISIKA dan JEPANG!!! Kemarennya gue ga belajar, malah sibuk nyalin latian fisika yang harus dikumpulin, online sampe jam 11an ckck, terus rencananya mau bangun jam 2 buat belajar eh malah alarmnya ga bunyi ckck. Nasib nasib

Jepang ya lumayan, tapi sepertinya lumayan salah banyak. Karena salah baca hiragana ckck, terus ga apal kanji, ckck. Yaudah dan.............

FISIKA? Ehm..........sukses berat. Yang ngawas Pak Musta'in sm Bu gatau namanya. Parah paraaaaaah gampang bgt nyonteknya hahahahaha.

Ya, besok libur Nyepi!!! Malam ini gausah belajar deh ya hahaha. Besok saja.

Oya kemaren abis update dA lagi, dan gatau kapan bakal upload2 foto lagi hahaha. Bolehlah mampir red-dish.deviantart.com

Satur, Sun, Mon, To:DAY!

2009-03-24T14:33:00.015+07:00

Hm.. apa yang harus diceritakan ya? Oke mulai dari weekend kemarin.

Sabtu, 21 Maret 2009

Hari itu adalah hari pembagian rapot tengah semester a. k. a rapot bayangan. Kalo kata salahsatu temen gue di status update facebook

Aldo Aleandra rapot bayangan bener2 ga kebayang deh nilainya ckck
March 20 at 1:33am . Comment. Like

dan emang bener kata temen gue, Aldo. Nilai rapot gue ga kebayang kaya gimana, nilai2 ini murni dari hasil nilai TF 1 dan memang hasilnya 'WOW!!!' ada nilai do-re-mi-fa-sol nya walaupun ada juga sembilan nya tapi tidak menutupi kejelekan nilai yang lain. Kenapa? Karena nilai 9 nya ga lebih banyak dari nilai2 jeleknya haha.

Kekecewaan sangat terlihat dari reaksi nyokap gue, yaitu langsung nelfon gue detik itu juga setelah liat nilai 3 terpampang dengan gagah. Dan bangsatnya emang nilai2 itu nilai murni, bukan hasil remed dan ga di katrol sama sekali ckck

Yasudahlah apa daya

Minggu, 22 Maret 2009

Hari Senin (23/3) dan seminggu seterusnya adalah salahsatu minggu penentuan apakah gue akan masuk ke FKUGM (haha jauh banget mikirnya). Ya minggu ini adalah TF 2 dimana nilainya sangat mempengaruhi nilai rapot dan kalo rapot gue jelek2 otomatis gue bisa ga naik kelas dan ya gue ga naik kelas 3 dan boro2 mau masuk FK hahaha. Oke itu mikirnya terlalu jauh. Hari Sabtu dan Minggu harusnya gue belajar untuk mempersiapkan segala materi buat ulangan besok Senin tapi apa yang gue lakukan??? Hanya berleha2 di depan komputer wakakak. Gue bener2 ga ada hasrat belajar. Padahal besoknya pelajarannya Sejarah, Bahasa Indonesia dan Agama. Ya itu semua pelajaran hapalan, and nothing else we can do beside reading the book.

Oya fyi, gue berleha2 di depan komputer karena keasyikan browsing. Browsing apa? Hm... jadi malamnya MU dan Chelsea (mereka adalah rival Liverpool dalam perebutan gelar Liga Inggris musim ini) kalah di pertandingan mereka masing2 wakakak. Dan itu artinya peluang Liverpool untuk mendapat gelar liga inggris ke 19 kembali terbuka lebar. Kalo Liverpool menang, gap poin MU (pemimpin klasemen semenara) dan Liverpool jadi tinggal satu. Ya walaupun MU masih punya 1 pertandingan lebih tapi semoga MU kembali terpleset di sisa 8 pertandingan berikutya. Dan gue jadi keasyikan liat berita ato browsing foto2 dan highlights pertandingan mereka.

Oke and I end up that Sunday with no study.

Senin, 23 Maret 2009

Gue terbangun jam 1 pagi. Kenapa gue terbangun? Karena gue belom belajar dan gue merasa "ya at least baca dikit lah ya" dan sebelum belajar gue menyempatkan diri buka livescore.com dan gue melihat skor 5-0 terpampang Liverpool 5 - 0 Aston Villa. WOW! Gile juga Liverpool ckck. 3 dari 5 gol yang bersarang di gawang Aston Villa adalah gol dari Gerrard. Walaupun 2 gol dari 3 gol Gerrard berasal dar tendangan penalti, namanya tetep aja Hattrick wakakak.

Ok dan tes berjalan cukup lancar dan sukses. Sejarah satu-satunya tes yang sukses karena soalnya sama persis sama soal latian bab dan gue juga udah baca walaupun ga ngafalin. Agama gue hanya belajar dikit dan cuma latian soal, insiden LJK-lecek-dan-harus-ngulang juga bisa menjadi salahsatu faktor nilai gue jelek huhu. Dan Bahasa? BERANTAKAN! hahaha.

and TODAY!

Hari ini ulangannya MATEMATIKA dan PKn. Matematik? It's okay. Walaupun udah ada 1 yang ketauan salah. Selalu deh ya kalo ulangan Matematik gue salah di soal yang sebenernya gampang dan tidak bertipu muslihat. Kaya TF 1 nih, gue salah 1 dan nilai gue 94. Oh men hampir 100!!! Haha tapi yaudahalah ya daripada remed. PKn? Gue cuma baca, ga ngafalin, ya hasilnya? Gue ngerjain cepet banget, tanpa keraguan, haha bukannya karena bisa tapi karena gue gatau itu bener ato salah dan gue bodo amat haha

Besok FISIKA dan Jepang. Fisika? Hm... Sepertinya gue menyerah sebelum berperang wakakakak. Jepang? Ga ada catetan............... haha ya gue mungkin ga belajar. Palingan nyalin latihan fisika itu pun karena tuntutan harus ngumpulin. Haha ok see ya!

hm...

2009-03-20T00:31:00.001+07:00

ok, first of all, I'm Afi, because there's a few people have same name like me, my friends call me Afoi. And yeah, I'm high school student. Eleventh grade. State High School around Sunday Market (over-english). This is NOT my first blog, this is my .... I dont know how much I had made blog. SO there it is. MY NEW BLOG! I hope this one last longer than my previous blogs.

what else can I say? Hm... Lately I kinda feel miss so much things, I don't know exactly what it is. I just feel there's something missing from me. Maybe I miss a lot of time with my family, my junior hi school, or else. I REALLY MISS THEM A LOT! I just haven't get a time to meet them, it's not because I don't want to. Really, right now I feel so miserable. Goin' to school, never study, I never really pay attention to my lesson lately, just goofying around, doing nothing.

And now I end up with no sleep, I sure this morning I feel so sleepy and I won't pay attention with my lesson. Oh God! I really want back my spirit to study.

So yeah this is my first post of not-my-first-blog. And I have no idea with my blog's name. SO he it is. Hello Yellow Marshmallow. And sorry about the header, I will change it soon. Really.

Bye. See ya later!