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I'm home. Listening to Home - Michael Buble. And still missing my home. Even when I'm home physically, I still feel am not home. 2 years, I've been spending my life in Bandung. This city, I can sum up with, where I started to learn how to live a life that you never expected, to learn how survive with people-- good ones and even bad ones,  to learn being grateful for all you have, being an adult, being responsible, being trusworthy, being sane, healthy, and balance in the middle of the stress, and finally.... to learn being with you. Yeah, you is the same you in previous post. And now playing on shuffle mode in my iTunes, A Face To Call Home - John Mayer. Is it you, a face to call home?

...asked "why...?" then I cannot answer with a "because...", love is not a because, baby, it's a no matter what. Powered by Telkomsel BlackBerry®

Hello again September! The 20th time in my life. What should I say? Just have to be more grateful, I guess. Not taking for granted. More wise to face upcoming problems. Most important is figure out my future soon. Less than 2 weeks I'm gonna hit 20. See, how time flies so fast. It's scary isn't it? Yet so wonderful how we enjoy it the most and forget about time. Future is right there in front of me, not too close yet too far. I gotta prepare and plan. Stick to it and be consequence, Fi. While youth still here, why don't we enjoy it. Anyway, these past 2 weeks' been lovely. Thank you, sir :) Powered by Telkomsel BlackBerry®

How stupid I am to believe as I thought it is. This is a lesson-learned. I won't forget how it hurts so bad it hurts. Hhhhhhmmmmm... I'm gonna miss you, eventually. I know you're not gonna be far away, but somehow you'll always be. This invisible distance between us will separate us no matter how close we are, then. So, this is a good bye, I guess. If it was meant to be, I hope it will find a way back itself because I won't.

Kata orang cinta ga harus memiliki itu... bullshit. Menurut gue, engga. Kenapa? Karena cinta yang tulus itu cinta yang tanpa pamrih, cinta yang ga mengharap balas. Gue pernah baca, kata Raditya Dika kalo ga salah, dia bilang yg intinya "cinta itu ga buta, kita hanya butuh kacamata yang tepat utk bs ngeliat dg jelas". Gue ga sependapat, menurut gue cinta itu sangat teramat buta. Cinta itu ga pake lima indera, cinta itu cuma pake hati, titik. Kenapa gue nulis gini? Karena skrg gue lagi di perjalanan Malang-Bandung yang super jauh. Kerjaannya cuma ngeliat jalan dari jendela, dengerin lagu dari iPod orang, lagunya cinta2 semua. Perhatiin deh, lagu cinta itu kebanyakan lagu yang ngareeeeep ato ga bertepuk sebelah tangan. Yang happy ending lebih dikit jumlahnya haha. That's why gue kepikiran nulis. Lagian udah lama bgt ga nulis disini. Oiya ngomong2, pengen pulang ke rumah peluk mama papa yang erat. Kanggggggggen bgt. Dulu waktu kecil kalo Mama pergi ke luar kota/neger...

HIMA ESP FE UNPAD proudly presents ESPOSE 2012 "Chain The Ethnicity Through Musicology" April 28th 2012 @ Sasana Budaya Ganesha, Bandung Tulus, The Trees and The Wild, Gugun Blues Shelter, and more guest stars to be announced! Pre-Sale 1 Ticket @ 55k IDR Available tomorrow! Only from 11.00 to 17.00 @ Saung RKM ESP FE UNPAD Jl. Dipatiukur No. 35, Bandung And there will be also band and dance competition! For more info check us on Twitter @ESPOSE2012 or visit espose012.blogspot.com Ticket and registration info: Vira 083822695105

Gatau mau nulis apa tapi pgn nulis. Intinya sih hari ini alhamdulillah sekali lagi Allah ngasih satu hari lebih lama buat gue hidup di dunia ini. Hari ini ga ada bedanya sih cuma ya kebetulan aja bertepatan sm hari kelahiran gue yg alhamdulillah udah 19 tahun dilewatin. Ga nyangka bisa mencapai umur 19 thn sgitu cepatnya. Umur terakhir di usia belasan cooooy. Taun depan udah kepala dua. Gile idup tuh makin deket kiamat emg terasa cepet, kata2 org2 sih bgitu sotoy aje emg mereka. Ah ngeri emg kalo udah mulai ngomongin idup, tambah usia tambah berat tanggung jawab dan makin ga jelas masa depan gue gimana. Ya Allah............... Intinya bersyukur bgt deh atas 19 taun keblkg. Alhamdulillah makasih ya Allah puji syukur atas seluruh nikmat-Mu. Smg semua doa orang2 ke gue tercapai. Amiiiiiiin Powered by Telkomsel BlackBerry®