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Heartbreak Warfare

I never been into boyf-girlf relationship but I’ve heard enough of them. Though, I ever been into heartbreak, not that hurts because it’s just a crush, not true definition of loving someone blah blah blah. BUT, I’ve been in this super-unstoppable-painfully-crying-my-eyes-out-whole-night-heartbreak. I need hugs, ice cream, someone to talk to, to help me went through this heartbreak. Yes, when you know that you can’t reach your dreams after all this time, this restless fight is pointless, that’s a real heartbreak. YOU HAVE TO FEEL IT, IT HURTS SO BAD! Thanks God, I’m better now. Just put a fake smile, pretend that I’m moved on and everything’s gonna be all right.

Self and Fish

No one knows you better than yourself. Don’t cry or whine out of your problem to anyone else, either they don’t care or just curious. Trust me. Even it’s your best friend, closest friends or your family. Life is tough, hard and surprising. No one knows what will come up to your life in the next years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes or even seconds. Everyone has their own problem don’t bother them with your problem too. It’s too selfish I think. I rarely tell my problem to anyone, back then in highschool life I probably never tell my problem to my friends, I’d rather write, you can go check my laptop and I have a lot of unfinished writings about anything, any possible thing that could across my mind. Why I rather keep it to myself? Because as I told you earlier, it’s too selfish to bother someone else with your problem. People change. I do change. Now, I love to talk to anyone about anything, but still not blabbering all out, you know. It’s not what I don’t feel, it’s what I do

Mari Cukupkan Saja Perjalanan Ini

Delapan belas taun gue hidup, delapan belas taun seinget gue ga pernah ganti cita-cita. Dokter, selalu dokter. Gatau ya, mungkin pernah kesebut hal lain selain dokter, tapi seinget gue ga pernah. Ya perjuangan untuk jadi dokter pastinya harus diawali masuk Fakultas Kedokteran kan... nah awalnya pun gue ga bisa yaaa udah deh. Bisa sih masuk FK universitas swasta tapi gue gamau, gue gabisa ngubah pemikiran itu. Bokap nyokap gapapa malah gue masuk FK swasta tapi gamau aja. Gengsi kali ya faktor utamanya dan banyak faktor lain tentunya Nah udah deh, kemaren kan ikut SNMPTN tuh, tes yang ke 10 gue dan jeng jeng... ga diterima juga. Coba flashback, pertama ikut PBS UGM, UM Undip 1, UTUL UGM, SIMAK UI, UM Unsoed. FKUGM Int'l, UMB, SNMPTN 2010, SNMPTN 2011, baru 9 apa ya, lupa satu lagi... OHIYA SMUP Unpad! Iyalah gue lupa orang itu itungannya gue diterima hahahaha. Nah agak maruk sih ya banyak bgt itu tesnya. Gue ga nyerah untuk tes tapi ga dibarengi dengan keseriusan belajar yang smakin