REDDISH

“When you get old, in life, things get taken from you. I mean, that’s a part of life. But, you only learn that when you start losing stuff. You find out life’s this game of inches, so is football. Because in either game, life or football, the margin for error is so small. I mean, one half a step too late or too early and you don’t quite make it. One half second too slow, too fast and you don’t quite catch it. The inches we need are everywhere around us… And I know if I’m going to have any life anymore it’s because I’m still willing to fight and die for that inch, because that’s what living is , the six inches in front of your face .” — Al Pacino, Any Given Sunday

erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another story. -Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)

the only broken instrument that works

If you cant get someone off your mind maybe they are probably supposed to be there

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I spent good time this afternoon. I was having a-silly-and-not-important conversation with my boy friends. My girls is so busy, they practiced for their play this Saturday, come and see them at GKJ and oh ya the rest are gone to Turkey. They're having folklore festival there. So this afternoon I ended up having the chit-chat with the boys. I have twin friends. They are Tio and Sabun, the last one's real name is Dio, but yes we call him Sabun, soap in English, dont ask me why. They both are soooo silly. I knew Sabun first then Tio. At first I though Tio is more cool then his brother. But I never right about them. They just annoying you know!!! Hey why am I talking them??? Ok stop talking about them. What's been on me lately? I'm busy with my school. Not the lessons. It's more about the extracuricullar things, the student council and my adventure club. July-September been my busiest months every year. And yeah I'm on them now. Wish me luck I'm doing good on t

Bintang bintang tak bicara Walaupun seribu nada Kau nyanyikan malam ini Kau tau cinta bukan tabir kata Tak perlu engkau tunggu selamanya Kau impikan malam ini Tak perlu dekat jika hati bisa rasakan hadirnya Tak perlu terungkap sebab hidup rahasia Bagiku cukup tuk menikmati yang ada dan terjadi Semoga mengerti.... Buat Kamu - Syaharani This song is lyrically, musically good. Parah gue suka banget sm lagu ini. Tiap malem ga absen gue dengerin (lebay), lagu pengantar tidur. Karena lagunya yang mendayu dayu jadi merilekskan tubuh setelah seharian berkutat dengan masalah masalah yang ga henti hentinya dateng, haha ini ngomongnya jadi ngelantur. Ya, sekarang lagu ini bisa dikatakan gue banget! Setuju banget gue sm lagu ini. Ga semua hal perlu terungkap, karena hidup itu rahasia...................

Asal lo tau gue udah berkali kali pencet Backspace buat nulis post ini. Gue bener2 gatau mau nulis apa, sekarang gue cuma mau melepas kerinduan gue sama blog gue. Kasian dia ga ada yang mratiin haha. Ada sesuatu hal baru yang gue pikirkan sejak Kamis minggu lalu. Ya, semenjak nonton Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince, gue selalu memikirkan hal ini. Shit!!! Gue sebel bgt kalo gue dalam keadaan kaya gini. Asli. Sebel bgt. Oke ini post paling ga penting sepanjang karir blogging gue apa deh ini bahasanya. Yaudah deh ah sekarang lagi ujan nih, asik bgt ga sih malem2 ujan deres ada gledek2 gitu trs gue sambil dengerin lagu John Mayer. Gila aura ngantuknya makin kuat aja deh ini. Yaudah deh ah nanti gue cerita cerita lagi xoxo, Afoi

And again I better close my ears than listening people talking about things

Really. I better shut my mouth than talking something unnecessary.

sorry gue ga segera menceritakan perjalanan selanjutnya. jadi setelah ikut training HealthMapper sehari terus ketagihan gitu deh hahaha yaudah daripada tanggung akhirnya gue ikut sampai selesai, sampai hari Kamis. Sekarang gue males cerita gue ngepost foto2 aja deh ya, ada dari kamera gue, kamera ka Nando dan kamera Prima. none of these below are mine. it's prima's or ka nando's. so enjoy! Andaru and Ramos latihan sebelum ke tengah laut ka Nando took it He is ka Ijank. Prima took it These below are underwater view from Ka Nando's camera. Cukup sampai disini ya teman-teman. Gue lagi pilek, idung gue mampet dan udah lecet2. Gue butuh istirahat karena gue ada acara lagi sama URaL. Doakan gue cepet sembuh. Kalo mau liat lagi lebih banyak foto liat di Facebooknya Prima ato Ka Nando . Bye, Afoi

Yah hari ini gue bangun pagi, layaknya mau pergi ke sekolah . Mau ngapain, Fi? Gue mau pergi ikut seminar sm nyokap gue. Healthmapper namanya. She said it's for future's sake . Gile ya emg gue pasti bakal jadi msk FK. Udah suruh ikut pemetaan kesehatan bgitu. Mama gatau kan kalau aku lagi goyah nih FKnya. Ya sekarang masih jam 8 pagi dan gue udah wangi dan rapi duduk di depan komputer ruangan Nyokap gue, ngetik. Mana belum pada dateng lagi staff2nya, asli nyokap gue tuh rajin bgt deh kalo masalah kerjaan. She's such workaholic. Ya sebelum gue ikut seminar nih, gue mau cerita tentang perjalanan gue ke Pulau Pramuka dan snorkeling di Pulau Semak Daun. Jangan tanya sama gue kenapa 2 pulau itu dinamain Pramuka dan Semak Daun krn bukan gue yg namain haha Jadi Jum'at kemaren disaat temen2 sekolah gue lagi pada deg2an nungguin hasil rapot gue malah sibuk packing. Ya gue bukan orang yg well-prepared , semua spontan. Gue cuma packing 10 menit kali. Terus jam 9 lewat brgkt dari

Ok, ini semua salah Fariz . Di Facebook dia bikin album judulnya "Looking back to Sophomore year..". Di ngetag gue, dan mulailah dateng notifications bertubi tubi. Karena penasaran gue buka dong, dan wala! ternyata isi albumnya adalah foto2 di kelas XI. Ga cuma itu dia juga ngupload beberapa gambar dari icanread.tumblr.com yang berisi kata2 penuh makna haha. Dan ya, album itu berhasil bikin gue nangis tengah malem. Dan gue tambah INSOMNIA!!! padahal gue skrg capek bgt, tapi mata ga bisa merem. Mana besok harus bangun pagi, di suruh Nyokap ikut seminar....... OH GOD!

WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I was having so much fun in Pulau Pramuka. And yeah I had my very bery first time going snorkeling. It was undescribable fun. Every minute in it was so fun, even when we got delayedI was still having good time with them. Really. I hope I could do it together again in another place, someday. I'm kinda interesting being diver like ka Nando. I want to have diving license someday....................... I gotta go, I will tell you the whole story, promise. Bye, Afoi

Sunday , Watching Final Round of Indonesia Open. (you could read on my previous post, here )That was my first experience watching badminton matches in Istora Senayan. Monday , Attending classmeeting yang-agak-agak-gak-penting. I didn't join any matches, I was just sitting around announcement table, and become the live match commentator. That was also my first experience officially become commentator, full match. My class's futsal match against XI IPA 1. And my class did win. In the afternoon me and some of my friends felt hungry and we decided to go to Rumah Makan Enak, in english you could say Delicious Restaurant haha. Again and again that was also my very first experience go there (Rumah Makan Enak, I mean) after almost 2 years I'm attending 28. It's so lame knowing that you never go someplace near your school haha Wednesday , I watched Transformers Revenge Of The Fallen. NO, it wasn't my first experience go to cinema. BUT, it was my first experience watched mo

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana: dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana: dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada -Sapardi Djoko Damono

tak ada yang lebih tabah dari hujan bulan juni dirahasiakannya rintik rindunya kepada pohon berbunga itu tak ada yang lebih bijak dari hujan bulan juni dihapusnya jejak-jejak kakinya yang ragu-ragu di jalan itu tak ada yang lebih arif dari hujan bulan juni dibiarkannya yang tak terucapkan diserap akar pohon bunga itu -Sapardi Djoko Damono

Last Sunday, me and my friends watched Final round of Djarum Indonesia Open 2009. From 5 matches, Indonesia still had Taufik Hidayat on Men Single. So we watched him. Here we are the spectators.. this photo above is Dito 's Dan hari itu gue liat LEE YONG DAE! Dia ganteng parah, jago pula mainnya. I took a few picture of him. Fyi, he did win for men double against China. He is really good at defense and his smash is sooo damn fast. His partner is good also. I hope I could watch him on another matches. About Taufik Hidayat unfortunately he didnt win. His rival, Lee Chong Wei, played better. But that day I was still satisfy because I saw Lee Yong Dae. Dan emg pertandingan final ganda putra jauh lebih seru dibanding tunggal putra. Foto2 lain bisa diliat di album foto di Facebook, disini ato punya Dito juga ada, disini. Ya itu sedikit2 foto dari Djarum Indonesia Open. Hari ini seharusnya masih sekolah ada acara classmeeting, tapi krn bangun kesiangan dan udah males kl brgkt siang krn

I like night posting. It such a perfect time to me to write what I want to write, to tell all things that stuck on my mind. So what I want to right now is, oh men I want to type "write" instead of "right" , about actually I havent decide yet, I even havent write the title, it's still blank up there. And I come up with................feelings. I did write the title. Feelings, for me, it's just something that come and go without permission. I had this kind of situation, once I knew a boy, he was and also is good friend of mine. One day this kind of feelings came, I called it because-I-said-I-didnt-want-him-that-doesnt-mean-I-want-him-to-go . And now he went away. Not too far but not close either.............. What was that, Fi? What's the point? Damn, who cares anyway?

here's the thing, I'm on my exam week and today I succesfully end up with no study at all, I don't even touch the book. Why oh why? Because this exam is not-important-at-all, such a waste of time, money, energy, paper and so on. And the second reason is tomorrow's exam is Biology and Bahasa Indonesia and I don't know where to start to study so here I am, posting my blog haha. I finally watched Charlie Bartlett! Such a good movie, with Anton Yelchin in it of course. I won't review that movie because my friend already did, here in Vampibots. So I just want to share a few pictures from the movie, I got it from here . So here they are... From now on, I'm officially in love with Anton Yelchin . HAHA. And I'll put his name on my interest in Facebook info, alongside Gerrard, Michael Cera, Leo, Tom Hanks, Pato and other guys I love haha. Speaking of Facebook I got username there, so if you want to visit my profile just type facebook.com/hsidder on your address

My previous post is my inspiration to write this post and the next posts, perhaps. This post I'll tell you about my class in tenth grade, X-2 also known as Sedotan. Sedotan means straw in english. Sedotan is an acronym for Se puluh D ua O ke T ak A da Tandinga n *please someone help me translate the meaning into english?*. Here they are... The upper photo is when Tammy brought Krispy Kreme and treated a whole class on her birthday. The middle one is when we won the second place on Tata Laksana Upacara Bendera. The last one is when the teacher didnt come to class and we took a lot of picture. They are my reason why I could survive in 28. If I were in another class, maybe I would move to other school. They were such a wonderful people. They were good combination unite in one class. You could meet super duper diligent students, oh-so-hilarious-people-that-you-would-not-be-able-to-study-well, or just the shy one, who rarely speak. With those people you not only could study well but al